Miracles in Mind

woooooootsss! Man U won the match! haaa.
heard that the match was really exciting, might have watch it if if it wasn’t that late. =)
we failed the mission of going for a 7am Jog this morning,
the weather was sooooo NICE.we all couldnt wake up. hahaaa.
just had my lunch, im gonna stay at home the whole day today and tmr too.
Going for Latin class on friday.
Ohya! Guess what? There is a few E&E guys interested in learning Latin dance. heee.
i think we girls gonna have a guy  as our own partner soon for latin.
well, we’ll  just let the president decide whether we are going to accept the guys or not. heee.
Heres some pictures i took these few days. 

23 April 2008

Jessie and I

Being naughty during Lab Class 

25 April 2008 

Joanne ( housemate) and I 

At One Utama Car Park

after hair cut and movie <Definitely , Maybe> 

Great Movie! We laughed so much and almost cried.

Met my darling Jade there too

XoXo 

26 April 2008

Me Getting ready for Midnight Movie < Forbidden Kingdom > 

 Ai Shan (housemate) and I

At One Utama ( Golden Screen Cinema )

Damn Crowded

the movie was very disappointing though 

27 April 2008

Sunday Morning 

Ai Shan and i went to the curve,Flee market and Tesco for some shopping.

Lunch at Ok Restaurant @ TTDI together with her brother.

  28 April 2008  

Went for a midnight movie < Fool’s Gold> with my 3 housemates till 2am

One Utama GSC slept at 3am

* didn’t take any picture*=)

29 April 2008

Room 608 @ KBU International College

Adeline & Jaclyn 

 It was a crazy day

 with lecturer’s feedback about our assignments

 enjoyed ourselves taking pictures using my Mac at the end of the day

don’t worry people, i’m fine, i will be.thanks. =)

 With lots of Love,

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, housemates

this girl is not thinking right again. She cried herself to sleep last night without knowing the reason why. she sobbed to be exact. funny isn’t it? Its been so long since she had done that to herself. Didn’t really sleep well last night, woke up 3 times in the middle of the night, wasn’t sure what’s on her mind, she just feel like crying again and again under her blanket hugging her soft toys, hoping that her roommate didn’t hear her. As the result, her eyes aren’t that bright and shinny today. I think she got her eye bags too. Goshed . that is terrible. Woke up around 8 in the morning, had a long cold shower,refreshing her mind & soul and had her honey oats drink as her breakfast.

She is listening to her favorite songs, writing this entry while waiting for the time to go college for a meeting.
After latin class, she’s going to have her hair cut and maybe going for 2 movies ‘over her dead body’ and ‘ definitely, maybe’ or ‘ fool’s gold’ with her date.
It weird knowing that she’s not craving for any popcorns this time.
she just need a break, away from people, so she doesnt need to smile at all times even though her heart is aching deep inside. laughing and crying freely in the cinema hall, in the dark, watching all those romance drama.
Scary movies are a NO for her, she’s not going to pay to scare herself to death.
Dinner at One Utama and must be home before 8pm to do her assignments.
Taking cab though.
thinking of going to sing K alone,but its like so weird when people see her go into the room alone, singing alone for hours. hahaa. yea,she do mind what people thinks about her.

You know there’s an international guy followed her in college yesterday after the RAVE graduation Party’s promotion, luckily Chaman and Wan yoe were there in front of her so she ran into the lift with them.
*thats funny and scary at the same time*
She was about to walk home with her whole piles of books and files. darn heavy.

last night there’s a whole bunch of firemen came to her house due to the honey bee hive behind her house. but they couldn’t spot the hive last night. The stupid warden , Mr. Lee called them up and report t to them but he didnt inform us that the FIREMEN will come for our rescue. so geng ah, the girls were like ‘wow’ , coz they never met so many firemen in uniforms and the HUGE ‘fireman’s car’ personally( have no idea what to call that ) anyways, after checking and talking to the girls in the house, they climb out from the back of the fence to the main road to their ‘HuGe car’. hahaa. thats so so so funny, came in through the front door and went back through the fence behind the house. it was like a kungfu movie where you see a bunch of ninja men climbing the fence.LOL. all of the girls n the house were like expecting them to jump.

the weather is so fine now,
think its gonna rain anytime soon or around evening time again as usual.

alright! thats all for today, she has to finish up her drink,
grab her heels and head to college now.
=)  

good day everyone!

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, mix thoughts, mood swing

21st April 2008

i had a short one and a half hour class yesterday,

went home for my own cooked poridge for lunch(again)

and met up with Michelle and Charith (my new friend) around 2pm for Ice-Creammmmmm.

We walked… =.=”’

from college to

for

and we had this yummy desserts!! =D 

The set ( ice cream balls+fruits+choc)= Rm38

The drink ( Mango + Strawberry) = Rm 12 

Saw the malaysian Idol- Daniel there recording his show.
introducing the desserts in Dessert’s Bar. 

we took a cab back to college after that =) 

 21st April 2008

went for a midnight show last night at

Golden Screen Cinema @ one Utama 

with my fellow beautiful housemates

picture taking session 

[11.15pm] 

[11.55pm] 

Four Hot Girls Yo!

*winks*

REached home around 2.20am and slept at 3am

We watched Street Kings - its a GREAT movie.

WOrth Watching! =D 

Had our lunch at one utama again today with my coursemates,
we went in 2 cars. 9 of us. =)

Had a sexy time with Jessie in a lingerie shop.I bought some silky new undergarments for myself at XixiLi and bought a set of pink undergarments for Jessie my dear for her 21st Birthday. *happiness*=) both of us spent more then an hour in xixili just choosing and trying on the undergarments. the new arrivals are quite nice, girls go and have a look! =D Meet up with the guys and we had our lunch at … i cant remember whats the name of the japanese restaurant, near the place selling roti boy OH its just next to Secret Recipe.  
heres some pics! =)

the 4 guys and the 5 girls 

my lunch

the is the story about my lunch.
I couldnt finish that big bowl of delicious pork + something something rice,
so i asked the little waiter boy whether i can take away, he nodded.
after 20-minutes, he never come back with my tapao food.
i asked him and he said he threw away dy, and he dare to ask me whether i wana order again.
swt.
that bowl of pork- whatever it is- worth rm15 and i just finished 30%,still left lots of yummy pork
thats why i was thinking of bringing home for dinner coz its yummy yummy,
mana tahu he threw it away.
that waiter boy dont even understand what is “take away”
i should say “bungkus” instead.
sigh. 

RM 105.80 for 5 girl

thats all for my wonderful monday and tuesday

with love,
=)

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness, housemates, memories

 Went to the KL Convention Center just now for THE NEXTGEN CONTENTPRENEUR AWARD by ASTRO.  

My beautiful housemate, Ng Ai Shan managed to enter the final round of that competition. We are so proud of her knowing that she is chosen to be one of the finalist out of all the 400+ entries even though she didn’t get the awards.thats very good already girl! Congratss!  

Shu wei, Ai Shan’s 2nd brother and i followed her to the award. To be frank, it was my first time attending such event, super excited! Samrt Casual was their dresscode, i even went online to check whether was i underdress or overdress. lol. 
Ai Shan drove there and we reached the place before 6pm as the email that was sent to Ai Shan says that the event starts at 6pm. We were extremel shocked when we saw all of the people there wore black formal suit with tie and nice hair-do. GOshed. we start panicking coz i thought i was underdressed,
then a moment later we found out that al those ppl in black are the staffs and Ushers. LOL. *BIG PHEW* Ai Shan approched one of the smart looking Usher to ask where we should head to and to our surprise, we were the first group of people that arrived.
( we totally forgotten that we are in Malaysia, sigh, malaysian’s time)
They should give Ai Shan extra credits as the first participants who arrived there *heee. The user told us that the event will start at 7.15pm,
So we decided to go KLCC to have our proper dinner.  We were back to the place again around 7.10pm,
and we waited waited and waited till 8.30pm.

We were entertaining by some kind of interesting show outside the waiting hall such as stroller band, Pewter making,batik signing, Makulele, Samba etc.. interesting. =)

we were brought into the ballroom after that,i personally felt so excited when we were seated inside the ballroom even though i was really tired of standing and waiting for almost 3 hours. Ai Shan were asked to seat at the different side of the hall together with another nominees.  
Before the award begins,the manager of the event informed us that we aren’t allowed to take pics due to the flash and handphones have to be switched off coz it will distract the 3 video cameras.
So, i switched off my both handphones and kept Ai Shan’s camera inside my pouch and put my full concentration on the performance. I was amazed by how the do the nomination thingy, it feels like im in a mini hollywood awards things like that. LOL.

* am dreaming,lalala.* 

Ai Shan videos managed to enter 3 different categories(there was only 3 different videos for different categories)- i didn’t take note of what categories, was busy clapping hands and cheering. hahaa. Man! i was so damn excited. I was super high when Reshmonu performed, feels like im in the club. =) and when Mia Palencia performed her songs, the super man song touches made my heart sank. the words, the wonderful voice.
Hannah Tan was there too to announce the winner for a few categories together with UTT. 
interesting night INDEED.

BIG Thanks to Ai Shan for willing to bring us along for that award. =)  

UTT from MTV ASIA

very tall singapore guy
he is wayyy better looking in person. 

Reshmonu performed too!Man!i love him! =) 

Mia Palencia

She sang 2 songs,one of them is super man, a great song.
worth listening. =) 

i camwhore alot when we were on the way to KL Convention centre.*winks*
        
   

with love, 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, housemates

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep?

When we cry?

When we imagine?

When we kiss?

This is because the most beautiful things in the world

are unseen.

We are all a little weird

and life’s a little weird

and when we find someone whose weirdness

is compatible with ours,we join up with them

and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

There are things that we never want to let go of,

people we never want to leave behind,

but keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world,

it’s the beginning of a new life.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt,

those who have searched and those who have tried.

For only they can appreciate the importance of the people

who have touched their lives.

A great love..

It’s when you shed tears and still you care for him,

it’s when he ignores you and still you long for him.

It’s when he begins to love another

and yet you still smile and say I’m happy for you.

If love fails, set yourself free,

let your heart spread its wings and fly again.

Remember you may find love and lose it,

but when love dies,you never have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win

but those who stand back up when they fall.

Somehow along the course of life,

you learn about yourself and realize

there should never be regrets,

only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you’ve made.

A true friend understands when you say, I forgot,

waits forever when you say, just a minute,

stays when you say leave me alone,

opens the door even before you knock

and says can I come in?

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive,

not how you listen but how you understand,

not what you see but how you feel,

and not how you let go but how you hold on.

It’s more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly.

Outward tears can be wiped away

while secret tears scar forever.

In love, very rarely do we win

but when love is true, even if you lose,

you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone

more than you love yourself.

There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone

not because that person has stopped loving us

but because we have found out

that they’d be happier if we let go.

It’s best to wait for the one you want

than settle for one that’s available.

Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around.

Best to wait for the right one

because life is too short to waste on just someone.

Sometimes the one you love

turns out to be the one who hurts you the most,

and sometimes the friend who takes you

into his arms and cries when you cry

turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted.

If you really love someone never let go,

don’t believe that letting go means that you love best,

instead fight for your love,that’s what true love is.

Laugh to your heart’s content;
you cannot go through life without it

got this from a friend’s blog, which he got it from a friend of him too. 

i would like to share this with u all,

hope he wont mind. 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Uncategorized

its 7 in the morning, and here i am writing this entry thinking what should and what shouldn’t i write here. writing used to be my one and only effective way to express myself .

i wrote to my parents whenever i argued with them,its good i think but the sad part is-i never have the guts to pass it to them,i threw pages and pages of letters away after writing it.

i wrote to someone too on his 18th birthday,it supposed to be sweet coz it was the first letter and guess what? i was told not to do it again coz its a waste of time reading it. he don’t have the spare time to read a stupid 2 letter because he was too busy, kononnya.
it hurts so much.
i don’t even bother for any replies, i just wish that the person that i wrote to appreciate what i have written in the letter.
i used to write emails to my mum too for quite sometime. at least she do reply each and every mail i sent. i wrote to Jade and Jamie and they do appreciate it and Jade even replies me.
do you know that it means so much to me? 

most of the time people tend to take others for granted, they tend to forget what others have done for them
and how much scarification they have made, how much tears ,
how much pain they have been through for them 
- in conclusion, most of us are lack of appreciation.

its getting hard to write when you know that people that are close to you, people that you meet everyday in life,
people that knows you but you don’t even know who are them,
people that you are forever disappointed in, people that hope that they will never appear in your life to read your blog..
it feels so weird when sometimes one side of me wish that people will read the things that i have wrote
and another side of me wish that no one will ever notice the existence of my blog.

sometimes fear stops me from writing the true voice of my heart. it is fear indeed. fear of people’s judgement, 
fear that people will know more then they should,fear that people will talk, fear to offend others..

GOSHED. what the hell, this is my blog, i have the right to write whatever i wish to.

im acting like a confused kid now.

 OMG.

i was sick for the past 2 days. my body temperature went up to 39.4′c on monday night, managed to drag myself to class the next day and for the Amazing Factor’s meeting during lunch hour. skipped my afternoon class and went home at 1pm, fainted in bed right after i had my own cooked plain porridge and woke up around 7pm.My body temperature was still around 38.8, the dizziness, horrible body ache, the feeling like wana puke really drive me crazy. went to look for all the medicine that i took from the hospital last month and decided to take them coz the symptoms are similar. My housemates said that the medicine might be a bit too heavy for me but at the end i still consume it (with fear).

felt so much better the next day,my bodytemperature went down to 36.7 so i  managed to attend the morning class and was active for the whole amazing factor event till 6pm, did the clean up with the other Sc members and we had a feedback meeting till 8.20pm. i did managed to prevent myself from vomitng by eating sweets and ’som boi’ for the whole day and drinking lots of water, reached home and had indo mee with the seaweed + carrot soup (prepared by my housemates) at 9.10pm-my dinner. felt worst and kept wanting to puke coz of the oiliness of the indo mee. checked my body temperature and found out that it went up to 38.6 again. so i took those medicines again and went off to bed. am feeling much better now but my stomach don’t feels right now. went to toilet for 3 times in the past one hour, had the ORS(oral rehydration salts) and Glukosa to prevent myself from dehydrated again.

i have class from 9 to 3.30pm today. should i go? or should i just stay at home and rest?

no matter how hard you tired to explain,
no matter how hard you tried to approached them in many ways..
somehow,
they will still wouldn’t understand what you have been through
andwhat you are going through now..
people just don’t understand,
they never will.some people can just forget the awful things that they have done to others
and continue their ‘happy’ life as if nothing had happened before,
i do not understand why dosome people still have to face,the guts
to praise and worship God when their mind is thinking on how to hurt that poor little someone,

some people are meant to be called bastard for the rest of their life.
[ this statement is referring to one person ]

yes,i have to admit that i have no right to judge a person
but i still believe that the wicked will get what they deserved someday,somehow..
its just the matter of time

so think twice before you hurt someone. 

the wound may be healed , but the scars will remain forever.

with limited love,
[too little love to give away this time]

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Uncategorized

I’v given up the chance to be the host of a big event in college today. the reason being is-i lost the excitement,
the passion. now feeling a little sad but relief. i was once excited and really seriously looking forward to it,
but not now anymore. i just cant wait for it to end.
its dragging everyone down. really hope that everything will turn out fine,
cant wait for the RAVE party though, that sounds more exciting. =)

oh, and i have learnt to say no to people today,too much work load.
i cant stress myself to the max to please others. i have my own date lines to meet and finals too to prepare. i may be capable in doing things but i’m not a superwoman. Mum said that i have made a great decision.
=) yea, i’m glad i did.

i am going to stop wearing my contact lens for a while. my eyes were red
and it is painful even when i’m wearing my specs at home. 
went to watch the football match yesterday with Joanne and her cousin , Man U won! heee.

then slept at 4am coz i need to key in all the participants details into my laptop.
40 teams with 5-6 members each so there will be at least 220 participant for that event.

the group photo of the student council member after the April orientation.
It all went well, new students had so much fun, so as us SC members.
It was a great success. thanks to Chaman for his professional leadership.  

with love..

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Uncategorized

msgs starts cuming in before 6am this morning,non-stop.regarding this n that,meeting here and that..

i was in bed from 2 till 9 am but if u ask me did i sleep well for the full 7 hours? i will say definitely no. 
maybe 2-3 hours sleep and thats it, every time when i was bout to fall into my dreamland, msgs will wake me up. 

i feel like switching off both of my phone but i cant, sigh coz what if there is emergency calls from my family back in my hometown, from baby or friends? like i’v said.

it started bad,cant wait for it to end. im exhausted and sad to say but im actually kinda sick of it already.. i had a nightmare 2 nights ago about it. see, how stressful and how worried am i now about that event. hope everything will turn out fine.

busy and pack schedule for more then 2 weeks. everyday reach home around 5-6 pm.
physically and emotionally tired, hungry , stress and worries conquer my entire brain..
i was glad that i managed to reach home at 3.30 pm yesterday right after my class.
3 weeks to go to complete both my UK coursework.

do i have enough time to complete them professionally?

Goshed,how i wish i can throw everything aside and get full concentration on my work.
have to get ready to college now,
today is the last day of the booth(hope marketers will do well for the last day)
then latin class with the new members,heard that we gonna start teaching the new ones basic latin
( i dun even feel like dancing already) ,
and meetings.

i will leave college before 3.30pm.i must and i will no matter what.
going for a movie with my babe and do some shopping to distress before going to church.
aaw.i have been craving for popcorn since last night,
so i SHALL get one large set later. nyeks.=) 
 

with love.. 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Uncategorized

I was surprise to see the comment left by my mum in the previous ‘emo’ entry. hahaa. just talked to her on the phone, as usual i BLAH everything out to her about my life here in KL. things about the weird noise going on in my place, housemates on holiday, ai shan cooked her for us, events in student council, my courseworks, me gaining weight etc. HAHA.  

Talked to baby this morning, he has new french friends there already,im so happy for him. =) skype last night was great. manage to catch up and it was so sweet. =)

Last Friday’s latin class was cancelled due to the April orientation’s meeting, ICP(amazing factor) and May graduation party meetings. it rained heavily that day, called my mum outside the library and talked to her in tears. my mind and tears will be out of my control when i’m stress, thats typical me. i cant handle my stress and i will be a terrible person when i am really really stress. sigh. i just cant help it. thats why i hate myself when i’m stress. im sorry if i offended anyone these days. i sorry. =(
cooked a full set of dinner for my 4 other housemates. marinated chicken, steam egg and 2 different vegetables while Ai Shan prepared the chicken ABC soup ( cooked for at least 5 hours) and Yen Ru prepared the fried taufu with carrots and meat. it was a GREAT dinner. But i was exhausted at the end of the day and slept early that night. 

I took a cab to one Utama for AMAZING FACTOR’s committee meeting with ONG and Ricky the next morning. The gentleman paid for the texsi fare. hahaha. anyways, we meet up with the rest of the commitees - Cheryl, Sim, Edison and Yee Wen @ Carls Junior. i had a huge set of burger and fries that day. spent RM 19 on that set. Expenisve BUT YUMMY YUMMY. *winks we were there from 11pm till 5pm. hahaa. drinks refillable ma. and ONG did lots of magic tricks, i was really impressed. =) anyways, the programs for that event are really challenging and FUN. i love all of their ideas and plans. seriously hope that the participants will enjoy it to the fullest. Pray for a good outcome so that the student council ’s reputation/SPIRIT can be revive once again. FOR A CHANGE. i will be the host of the day. pray that i am able to keep the spirit in them throughout the whole event. 

And today, i started off my day terribly. cried 3 rounds due to some problem. someone called me when i was asleep and told me a shocking news. i was already in tears. msged baby and we talked on the phone. I was crying so hard but he managed to comfort me and made me laugh. After alot of crying, i went down to cook indo mee for myself coz i was starving. Told Ai shan about the news and once again i was in tears. 3 rounds. =)
had a ice cream just now after lunch and it cheered me up a little. took a nap and got ready for church service.
BUT u knw what really cheered me up today? hee.
* u will never get it correct if u were ask to guess*
it is the part when i take my time to have my shower, and dress myself up. the process .
i am happy and i love myself when i smell nice.
i love myself the most when i am well dressed.
dressing up really can make me happy. =)
thats is why i really dress myself up every morning.

Gave Carissa a box of Rocky(chocolate flavor) and a bar of Kit Kat Crunch. **YummY Yum Yum** coz she is super Stress with her assignments too. hahahaha. 

heard that Neways fees are getting more and more expensive now. hmph. now go sing K at least Rm18++ per head. sigh. everything getting expensive liao. so sien. That is why we rather have our meals at home, we do cook a lot at home these days, really save a lot of money. =) GOOD. i’m on budget now for this 3 months. Since the day most of the housemates are on their semester break, the house is FINALLY CLEAN and QUIET. BUT the bad news is they are coming back this weekend. sigh. a house is not gonna be like a house anymore when they are back. more like a design student’s studio or garbage place. 

i made a new notice board for myself, stick it on my wall already. hee. *satisfied* i’ll show u guys the pics of my room one day. =) 

There will be a Orientation tmr. woootss~ im one of the group leader that leads the new intakes for  the orientation’s game. i feel so sorry for those who are going to be in my group tmr coz i don’t think i can lead them to win all the station games. LOL. anyways, i will make sure that they all have fun, that is more important. =) feeling excited now. weee~

some pictures edited by myself last night. miss my Jade and Jamie a lot. 

and i found this 2 pictures in kelly’s page.

*try to spot me* hee.

thats all for now.

with love,   
XOXO

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Uncategorized

im terribly stress right now. 2 assignments due on the same date.im stuck at the point that i cant continue doing my research,now waiting for my lecturer to reply my email. if the outcome is good, im will be relly happy else i will need to do eveyrthing from the begning.4k and 3k of words. due next month. goshed.

student council’s upcoming events are keeping me busy and making me worried at the same time coz some ppl don’t seem to give a damn.
i tried my best, i gave out everything i could,my time, my heart, my mind and my strength.
but just look at them..no team work.no spirit in them. no serious commitment.disappointed. 
thats all i can say.DAMN.

and GREAT, now im emo-ing after listening to Celion Dion’s songs. i shouldnt have start searching for her songs in utube at the first place though i love her so much all this while, she got a very strong unique voice, but most of her songs saddens me. they’v made my heart sank..i havnt been feeling this way for almost 2months now. i was so strong..but now everything seems to come back to me.my mind is like a playback player.keep repeating itself.over and over again.heart still ache. the pain.the wound will ever heal.its like a knife,stabbing through my heart.i failed to find the STOP button, i failed to find the ERASE buttom.i failed completely and i’v let them took over my mind now. oh Hell..i dont need all of these in me now,pleasegoaway.ihateu.ireallymeanitwhenisayit.

someone
please
teach
me
how
to
get
rid
of
them

Goodbye’s the saddest word I’ll ever hear
Goodbye’s the last time I will hold you near
Someday you’ll say that word and I will cry
It’ll break my heart to hear you say goodbye 
But the love you givin me will always live
you’ll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
you take my weaknessand make me strong
And I will always love you 
Till forever comes

…………………… 

Have you ever been in love You could touch the moonlight 
When your heart is shooting stars 
You’re holding heaven in your arms 
Have you ever been in love? 
Have you ever walked on air,
ever Felt like you were dreamin’ 
When you never thought it could 
But it really feels that good 
Have you ever been in love? 
Have you ever been in love 
You could touch the moonlight 
When your heart is shooting stars 
You’re holding heaven in your arms 
Have you ever been in love? 
The time I spent waiting for something 
That was heaven sent 
When you find it don’t let go I know… 
Have you ever said a prayer
 And found that it was answered 
All my hope has been restored 
I ain’t looking anymore Have you ever been… 
Some place that you ain’t leavin’ 
Somewhere you gonna stay 
When you finally found the meanin’ 
Have you ever felt this way? 
The time I spent waiting for something 
That was heaven sent 
When you find it don’t let go I know… 
Have you ever been in love 
You could touch the moonlight 
You can even reach the stars 
Doesn’t matter near or far Have you ever been in love? 
Have you ever been in love? 
So in love 

……………………………..

I learned from the past

Not everything lasts

I understand that now 

Everything changed

When you walked away

But I’ll survive somehow 

Though I have regrets

I’ll learn to forget

And just keep movin’ on 

‘Cause when love is gone

You have to be strong 

Once touched by pain

You’re not the same

But time can heal your

Heart again

So let the clouds

That bring you down

Just fade away

Away

So I try to smile

But after a while

The memories come back 

But I won’t give in

‘Cause I know that then

My heart will fade to black 

And this time I learned

That love can burn

It’s an all consuming flame 

There’s no right or wrong

I’ve gotta be strong 

Once touched by pain

You’re not the same

But time can heal your

Heart again

So let the clouds

That bring you down

Just fade away 

I know that one day

I’ll find it

Feeling again

But until I do I’m doin’

Fine by myself 

Once touched by pain

You’re not the same

But time can heal your

Heart again

So let the clouds

That bring you down 

Once touched by pain

You’re not the same

But time can heal your

Heart again

So let the clouds

That bring you down 

So let the clouds

That bring you down

Just fade away 

………………

I understood all the words, I well understood, thanks

Reasonable and new, that’s the way here

Things have changed, that flowers get fade

That the time before, was the time before

………………………..

i went to bed around 10pm last night and tonight im going to bed after talking to my baby later.i need to go out from here, i need a break, i need to go for movies and i want to SING K. aaww.. mentally tired now. goodnight. 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Love, mix thoughts, mood swing