Miracles in Mind

this is how i look like now. LOL. one word-vain. haha. oh well, i’m going out with baby and his 3 other KL friends tonight.just dressed up, writing this entry now to kill the time. =)

goshed.you know what? i’m having that kinda mix feeling again and damn i hate my mood swing. pms. sigh. =(

I’m flying back to KCH tomorrow, yea thats right. Tomorrow. 25th June 08. goshed, i’m gonna miss my friends here especially baby. we bought the happy sim card that enables us to talk long hours with the maximum charge of 99cents per call. very worth it eh? so check it out on the website couples! =)

watched “Get Smart” with baby last night. it was hilarious. we had popcorn too. LOLx. not bad after all =)and we watched “no reservations” too on the laptop just now after lunch. its a nice movie, some part made me cried, e.i:when the little girl lost her mother in the car accident =(

hmm, what else to share? owh well baby is going to send me back to KL to pack and then he will drive me all the way up to the airport tomorrow for my flight, sweet isn’t he? =) owh ya! i went to church last sunday with baby and his mum.

p/s: to the anonymous and boom in my chatbox, 4 weeks at the banner means 28 days actually, not one month.LOL. try to take 7days x 4 weeks = 28days. see? =)

and for your information, tomorrow is our  4th month anniversary. =)

signing off now. i will be in KCH then for my next entry

*hugs and kissess*

love,

adeline 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: mix thoughts, mood swing

thanks baby for the ice blended mango juice

Girlsssss!

MNG having SALES now!

go go gooo!!

 XoXo

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Love

watched kungfu panda @ GSC Mahkota parade last night,wanted to go for the 9.40pm show but it was full already when we got there around 9pm.so we end up buying the 11.55pm show. the hall was full too so we were force to take the side+2 row from the screen seats.LOL. well, it doesnt matter coz the movie was really good. we laughed like no ones business throughout the entire movie.LOL.uhm, so yeah baby bought the 11.55 pm movie tix, we had almost 3 hours to spare so we went down to mini mph to look for a fathers’ day present for baby’s dad. baby wana get his dad a book. =)  after that, we drove out coz i was craving for ‘tong shui’. at first i don’t understand why baby wana dapao our tong shui, he told me that we are going to visit his uncle so we can have our tong shui there at his place. i was kinda  convinced but sad coz i cant have it there on the spot. Due to the jam, i started complaining coz i can feel the ice are melting and he is been driving for like 15 mins already. Then you know what? baby smiled at me and told me that he is bringing me to the beach!!! LOL! i was like, huh? are u serious??!! haha, u can’t imagine how excited i was, feel like dancing in the car dy.LOL and so, we had our tong shui at the beach, it was so beautiful, there was families,kids, couples, church youth camp going on and some people fishing. we walked on the sand and took some pictures. LOL. i thank baby for the night. =) we plan to bring wine, and some food for our next trip there. heee. 

Happy Fathers’ Day!!! 

woke up around 11 this morning and got ready for Father’s Day High Tea @ Legacy Melaka with baby’s parents. had some fun eating, talking and laughing.Michelle msged saying that she miss me already.LOL.and Jia yii and i are going to sing k tmr together with her sister. yeahhh!! heard that its RM5 per hour per room.LOL. so damn cheap ah. haha.anyways, gtg, wana continue reading my book. =)  i have the feeling that baby is going to bring me out tonight as he is busy with the house painting with his dad during the day. sshh, i don’t think he reads my blog. LOL. LOVE,adeline.. 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: happiness, Love

what a stupid title. LOL. i have no idea what to put. so please excuse me. LOL. alright, i’v promised myself that today i will write out a proper entry about my life right now and maybe a bit of the past and the future or maybe a little bit of reflection about myself. came out with this idea when i was bathing just now *goshed, the weather is super duper hot*

so here i am lying on my bed composing this entry.

well, i check my blog more than 5 times a day,99% of the time i’v failed to create a new entry. write, erase, write.. save as draft.. continue writing.. end up deleting it *sigh* I’m just so out of words. i can’t blog like before anymore, i miss the times when i can just blah everything here in this public blog of mine,entertain my readers and keep them updated everyday.i can even write a few entries in a day or at least one a day about my life. its like a routine already.

SO i will force myself to express a small part of myself today in this entry. coz as time goes by, i slowly realize that i often fail to express myself in words. i don’t express myself so much anymore. i have so much to say, so much to share, so much to complain about, so much to explain… but they just kept repeating themselves in my mind as my mouth refuse to speak them out. yayayaa, i know what you are thinking- its all in my mind, i’m the one who is in control of my mouth,sigh,yes, i know that and i did tried but words just cant seems to squeeze out from my mouth* and nowadays i often say the wrong thing. baby kind of *lecture* me on that 2 nights ago. because my words,which i didn’t mean it, constantly indirectly and directly hurt him a lot these few days.

We had a heart to heart talk then, hmm, ei no no no, its more to he talk and i listen session. but i don’t think he was happy coz he said ‘ you will only make things worst if you don’t express myself’ SO i did talk a little. still remain silent most of the time though as words just cant seems to come out from my mouth. Just constantly nodding my head and secretly pray that he will forgive and forget the things that I’v said me there and then.coz i know, if i were to be in his shoe, i will be hurt too.

i’v learnt so much from him,indeed he is a mature thinking guy.i feel like I’m so young and so immature whenever he correct my bad, in proper and loving ways of course *winks* he always has his own ways to make me listen and understand things that he said. and Im really impressed by his everything , not everything but almost.. everything .. so yeah, he is my man. * yeah i know, i’m easily being impressed, but THIS is different* =)

i watched “ps i love you” last night, Mr.Bf had a terrible headache so i gave him a massage while watching the movie THEN he fell asleep half way.lol. so ended up, i watched the movie alone. i cried so so hard throughout the whole movie though i know what’s gonna happen and stuff yet i still failed to control my tears from flowing. and uhm..i wouldn’t say its a great movie coz to be frank, i didn’t really like it. BUT BUT seriously the book itself is really GREAT! worth reading. aaahh, anyways, i have been reading a lot these days, blogs,newspapers, books as i have nothing to do at home(correction: baby’s place). i finished a book Cecelia Ahern- If only you could see me now. and currently i’m reading her new book- Thanks for the memories. =)

thanks to abigail babe. I get to know this wonderful author,Cecelia Ahern, few years back when i was in Form4 through her (she borrowed me the ps i love you). do you remember those times babe? =) i miss you.i always laugh whenever i read ur entries,seeing the things u wrote and the silly funny pictures u posted up.LOL. cant wait to see you dearie and ahsan them too , heee . xoxo. =)

watched Prom night and it was not as good as i expected it to be. disappointment.TOTALLY. Its not worth watching. don’t like the story line and the sound system was really bad in malacca’s cinema. i missed “ONCE” movie though, it an international movie shown in GSC KL, but i didn’t managed to watch it due to some reason. sad sad.

owh, right! i changed my status in facebook, finally.lol. most of my contacts noticed it.lol. =) 

Uhhmm, apart from reading, i did managed to do some cooking and helped out with some of the housework too =) i cooked few rounds of barley drink and green beans for the family due to the hot weather in malacca and a complete set of dinner for the family. Baby has been bringing me around malacca for  yummy food. i was shocked to know that there is still a RM1.50 nasi lemak stall. its really yummy and the portion is just nice for a girl’s stomach.haha. u can have a meal here for less then Rm3 including drinks if you know where to eat. LOL. still trying all the yummy foods, famous dim sum, kuih muih etc..i think i’v gained some weight now *faints*

Baby surprise me by making a facial appointment for me 2 days ago. He did mentioned about it few times before that but i didn’t really bother coz i though my face is good enough. mana tahu he really went to make an appointment for me. *sweetness* That was my very first time going for this kind of facial treatment. LOL. u wana know how does it feel? ahh, PAIN. LOL. the lady say that i have a lot of big black heads *i don’t even realize it myself* haaa. the whole facial process thingy lasted for 2 hours.i dozed off a few times coz i was really relaxing after they squeezed out the black heads for you. After the facial, i’v been thinking- i will be 20 next year, so think its time for me to take my face more seriously before its too late.owh, did i tell u guys that i bought a set of KOSE product a week ago in KL? it cost me around RM400+ *half-pengsan* actually there’s nth wrong with my face, i just need to maintain it. lol.  

There’s gonna be a Farewell poolside BBQ party organized by Eddison (organizer of RAVE party) this sunday.. and i’m going to miss it as i’m in malacca right now. sobs. well, what to do, its my choice. anways, U guys have fun la ya? i will wait for the pictures!! heee. 

i always ask myself, am i a materialistic person? i mean, do we girls aim for rich guys who could afford to satisfy my material needs? a person who take the bills wherever we go, buy me expensive stuff and etc. ahh, i’m just a middle class young teenage girl who recently goes for some little , not-so-expensive branded stuff like ROXY handbags and slippers, Anna Sui’s cosmetic, Carlorino’s purse and heels etc..lol. i stillll secretly wish for my burberry handbag though. Well,i always tell myself that its not the time yet.i havn’t even got my first pay check. i still can control myself over this issue. BUT seeing those girls who are much younger wearing/holding LV,Gucci,Burberry hadbags and stuff to college really *tooot* me off. they are like 16? 17? 18? ahaa. damn lucky girls.

uhm, okie, back to the point.. girls, how do you feel if ur BF told you that ” if you wana go for all those branded, high end material stuff, then i think you are with the wrong person right now.i couldn’t meet your standard and i will definitely disappoint you” how will u react? (Disclaimer: this is nth personal, its just a question) 

phew.i’m going off for dinner now, baby’s mum cooking. most probably going out for a movie tonight, yeahhh! been at home for the whole day, stupid MSN not working. tried to sign in for millions of times but failed, i don’t knw why. sigh. 

i wana go to the zoo, i wana go to the beach…lallallaa. baby’s busy painting the house with his dad whole day. he got darker now, more manly. LOL. oh well,its okie.. i just have to wait then. I have plenty of time. =)

love,

adeline 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: happiness, Love, mix thoughts

Its been so long since i last updated my blog. do you guys miss me? have u guys ever wonder hows my life going?heee. *winks* well,time do flies eh? i have just completed my Year1 semester 1 degree. having my summer holiday now =)

yesterday was my last paper and the RAVE party last night was a BLAST! =) It was a GREAT success seriously. i’ll upload the pictures here and in Facebook soon after i got them from my friends.

my Latin partner went of to the US last week =’( Im going to miss him and latin so much, not going for the classes for a while because i will not be in KL for almost 2 months.

a good friend of mine called last week, we talked for half an hour on the phone about all times. man, i do miss my high school friends. the fun and laughter we had in school, skipped school for breakfast-laksa during our form5 time, aaww, i miss laksa.

can you believe that i finally drove a car? it feels so good, seriously, i don’t feel that useless anymore.after 1 and a half year,i got the courage to drive. thanks to my sweetheart. all credits goes to him =) im going back Kuching in 2 weeks time. Jimmy msged me asking me out to sing k dy. hahhaa. very fast ho? lol.

7.6.08 by lyne  

currently into mariah carey’s new songs in her E=MC2 album.the song thanx for nth reminded me of someone. “I cant even know what to say, i’ve been hurt, i’ve been played and i’m so ashamed i can’t even cry, its that deep,you just lie and you cheat like its nothing, see you said you loved me to and so i trusted you. aye BOY but thanks for nothing. you were just playing a game.”

even so, i wish you well.

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: mix thoughts

CHEERS to all SC members

and to those who helped us througout the whole event

especially the juniors and external volunteers.

i’m glad to see them smiling throughout the whole event, the words please and thank you were being used repeatedly by everyone who were on duty. helping hands everywhere, teamwork and members compromised among each other. 

i didn’t expect it to be so good honestly.

it was seriously out of our expectation.

Organizing an event isnt that easy you know, espcially when theres no supports and stuff. we have been through lots of hard times preparing this event, few times of test run, millions of meetings and discussion throughout this 2-3months.  committee members’ sleepless nights. disappointment. tiredness, frustrations etc. we tried hard to keep everyone updated from time to time, cheer and motivate everyone especially our own team members.

Due to the low budget and weak support from the students and management, we cant afford to order much food for this event, we had to make the food and drinks ourselves on that day itself. the catering team did a GREAT job. everyone loves our food. the DESIGN team too did a GREAT job in decorating the bars and tables, they created their own decorations and etc.  

the respond from the graduates are disappointing. Ticket sales wasn’t satisfying. we didn’t meet our targeted sales though. we targeted 500 crowds and we had around 300+ with us that night and thats GREAt enough. This is our first time organizing this kind of event, as the college life in KBU is quite boring, we( Student council) would love to spice up your college life by organizing all this event the suit us(youngsters) ’s taste. we tried really hard to buy their hearts to convince the students , esp the grads to support us. it was a tough process. but its all worth it.

and once again, Bravo to those who are involved!

and to those who didnt join us,i feel so sorry for u coz it was really a great night. hee. us SC members too enjoyed ourselves in the middle of the dance floor. we danced with our name tags on. lol. it was cool. 

i wasn’t really involved in the pre-preparation of RAVE due to my finals. my last paper was on that day itself. i was the assistant leader for the marketing team and leader of the SC Team5 though. i was luckily enough to have 6 wonderful supportive members that really tried their best to sale the tickets out just to meet our weekly sales target. After my last paper, i went to help out with almost everything. they started the decoration and stuff after 12.30pm because the hall was occupied. so, we have less then 5-hours to prepare everything for that night. even though we were all being assigned with a job, we all still helped out with each other’s job and make sure everything goes well. On that night itself, i was in charged of the “Lord and Laday Rave”, Registration table and i am the first aid lady of that night too. no one got hurt though. hee. Thank God! 3 task in hand but i was able to enjoy myself at the dance floor, thanks to the juniors and wan yeo’s supports. =)

heres some pictures 

myself 

yee wen and i 

Joanne and i 

the committees

Shoo Ling, Wan Yoe and Kelly 

the MC of the night 

Julian from Monash Uni ( one of the volunteer )  

clifford and i 

Reuben and i 

the signature board 

Rave baby RAVE 

i’v found out that theres a number of KBU students who write blogs. lol. some of my juniors and the graduates. and many of the people who came that night, blog about the event too! im so glad that its all positive respond! i feel soooooo happy after reading their blog. =) 

heres some video link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL2EORxD_C0

http://clip.tojsiab.com/play_mv.php?mv_id=1iGpiOGsIB8

p/s: some pictures were taken from the blog that i visited.thanks. =)

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life