Miracles in Mind

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

Last night was great, we all had fun.

yummy moon cakes and talks,

games and of course beautiful lanterns!

heres the pictures, thanks steven!

=)

our college’s chef prepared all the 100mooncakes

=)

warm up

lol

Eliot setting up

me

*dont remember what i was doing*

ta da!

simple layout.

the lanterns

the games

buffet

lighting up lanterns

candles

games

heart to heart talk

LOL

kelly the hottie in Student council

winner for lantern design competition

they gave cash!

=)

one of the pro photographer for the event

and michelle sent me home!

nyeks!

as you all know that this is a public blog,i often restrict myself from expressing the darkest secret within me in the blog coz i don’t want to offend anyone here and i don’t want the unwanted ppl (just one) to know my my personal love life and those complicated things which will create unnecessary talks-[since he blocked me in fb,deleted his friendster n changed his multiply.i don’t give a damn anymore.not worth my care]

well now, i’m feeling a little depress since yesterday morning (yeah, its the time of the month now). aah,im starting miss my love so badly. he is currently in Singpore right now. miss every single things that he has done for me when he is around me, the smile and the laugher. thanks for being so understanding baby. i always feel that i don’t deserve you,i always doubt about myself whether i can be a good lover again due to my past. im always worried that i couldnt trust and love anymore..i don’t believe myself or anyone after all the things that had happened to my previous relationship. but you are always there to supporting me, reassure my insecurities, to keep my mind off the negative things. [baby,you are just too good to be true.i thank God for that]

other than the man of my life, i miss my mummy the most too. i’m not really a mummy’s girl you see but still, i crave for her care,her love for me…her attention..at times i purposely call her to say some stupid things just to hear her laugh or tease me. i want to talk to her bu i cant tell her everything coz i dont want her to worry about me. (she has a hell lots f things to worry about already) and hell yeah, i do admit that i enjoy talking/arguing with her,not forgetting cooking with her(being her kitchen assistant), kena nag by her, going Sunday market, going shopping with her, introducing her new food to eat, make her feel relax and enjoy her life..ah, damn, i do miss her alot.i don’t knw why. but somehow she is always busy when i call. i think everyone has their own life,busy with their own things. i always have to think twice before i call her..sigh. i really hope that i can meet up with her next month when shes in kl for her 10days course.

ahsan called me last night, asking whether he can get fresh strawberries in Bali. i was like of course you can! ( i guess he was on a bet or something with his friends about the Bali strawberries thingy) LOL. he totally made my day. miss talking to him too.

Timothy must have been settling down pretty well in Iowa by now, saw the pictures that his gf posted up in facebook. looking great there dude! when are you going to update yourself in your brand new blog my friend? everyones waiting. =)

next, Malcolm.. i havn’t really talk to him after he left Malaysia, he is always away in msn whenever i saw him online. so yeah, thats about it. saw his new hot pictures in facebook though, guess he is doing pretty well too.

slyvester msged me this morning asking me and my girls to go euphoria to club tonight. he can get me and my girls on the guest list if we want to go. goshed, it was a really great offer, i mean, i always wanted to go there and have fun but not without my baby =) so i declined. shu wei is in singapore now though. i miss being with the girls.heard that it is a really nice place to go to,baby went there with his bro-in-law and Jeremy that night, i didn’t join [coz it was their man’s night out].

i’v been seeing a new apartment at Casa Utama, its a great deal. really like that new place. i hope that its not that far so i can still walk to college with my heels on.if not i think im going to shop for cros shoes. going to view the place again this coming Wednesday! *crossed fingers*

-don’t feel like theres a point staying in the place im staying right now. i doesn’t feel like home anymore. its all ruined.

 

OH! i almost forgot to tell u guys that i’v finally met this new friend of mine, bernard. he is going off to UK soon, transfer to Nottingham for a year or two? he is leaving this monday so yeah, we meet up and talked! it was great. =)

life can be quite tough at times. theres people living in denial, theres people living with their mask on(they wear different mask when they meet different ppl) urgh.i can never do that.

i think i’v just lost a good friend. we are still friends, but not talking n sharing as much as we did last time when we first meet.true colours reveals huh?

aahh, wheres the real friends?

 

the song ‘what a girl wants’ by Christina Aguilera is my current fav song. this is just some part of the lyrics.

 

 

I wanna thank you for giving me time to breathe
Like a rock you waited so patiently
While I got it together
While I figured it out
I only looked but I never touched
‘Cause in my heart was a picture of us
Holdin’ hands, makin’ plans and it’s lucky for me you understand

A weaker man might have walked away
But you had faith
Strong enough to move over and give me space
While I got it together
While I figured it out
They say if you love something let it go
If it comes back it’s yours
That’s how you know
It’s for keeps, yeah, it’s for sure
And you’re ready and willin’
To give me more than

A girl needs somebody sensitive but tough
Somebody there when the goin’ gets rough
Every night he’ll be giving his love
To just one girl

Somebody cool but real tender too
Somebody, baby, just like you
Can keep me hangin’ around
With the one who always knew

 

What a girl wants
What a girl needs
Whatever makes me happy sets you free
And I’m thanking you for knowing exactly
What a girl wants
What a girl needs
Whatever keeps me in your arms
And I’m thanking you for being there for me

 

 

 

 

 

thanks for being there for me =)

written by adelinecrystal