Miracles in Mind

next post will be on :

the meetups pictures in Kuching

i’v bought myself a pair of Levis Jeans and a pair of white heels

*grinzz*

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: happiness

today is a wonderful day

isnt it?

=)

*drum drollssss*

coz i’v finally updated!

*round of applause*

Hahaaa

anyhoo, im sorry that i’v been MIA for a long time =)

good news for everyone,

i have some pictures to share this time,

am now still learning how to use photobucket to do the editing,these are my first round of edited pics,

hope its good.

*winks*

CoNGraTulAtions

To Those…

who are getting engaged/ married on this day

who celebrate their anniversary

who celebrate their birthday ( our national horse rider,Syazna,who turns 20 today!)

and

all the very best to our representatives of Malaysia for Beijing Olympics 2008

i missed a lot of things lately,

• the meet up with Malcolm before he left Malaysia =’(
• The Passion Concert last weekend
• the joy of using my Mac book due to the unsuccessful internet connection(using windows xp now)
• attending the special day of student council in college
• the wedding of my church friend back in Kch
• the meet up with Timothy before he leaves Malaysia too(but he promised to call me before he leaves

| random pictures |

- mummy and i in bali -

*proudly presenting miss Adeline Chen in Bali’s strawberry Farm*

* miss adeline chen modeling in the farm enjoying the sweetness of the strawberries and fresh cool air *

*the super woman in the family*

*grandma and i*

*horny monkeys on whats-the-name mountain*

*sunrise*

* family picture *

*sunset*

15 year old brother

who is going to sit for his PMR exam real SOON

13 year old brother

who had just broke his wrist in school a week ago

force to be a left handed kid for a month,

hhmm

think of the good side,

he will be able to use both hands to write in the future

=)

* the last day in Bali *

* Bali International Airport*

My family and i spent 6days 5 nights in Bali,

great vacation indeed.

=) 

p/s: going to bed now, not feeling really well these days.

loves

XoXo 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: holidays

Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I’d be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up.

i haven’t finish packing yet,leaving in less then 12 hours time. sigh.
i wish there is someone i could talk to now. everyone seems busy.
feeling so weak deep inside. i have no idea why.
pass memories kept hunting me, my mind kept questioning itself, ‘what if this.. what if that..’
gosh, i had enough.
songs that reminded me of someone,something,some incident.. happy ones, sad ones..
so many good things happening around me now, so many blessing was given upon me.
it is unbelievable that i could finally fall in love once again,
it feels so good to hang out with my old friends once again..
*i miss timmy and malcolm a lot these days. i wish both of you were here with us in our little gatherings. was touched when i receive liang chiat’s sms. * thanks. =)
browsing through the pics, tears starts flowing. i’m glad that took all the pics,
i wish i could take more of them. pictures help to bring back memories, it is priceless.
thats why i always insist to take pictures. it tends to hold on to the moment, the feelings,
the memories.. it is indeed,priceless.
i have tons of pics to share in this blog. have to resize them first though, so it takes time.
u guys can view abigail babe’s blog, she updated hers, with pictures. lol.
i’ll be back.

love, adelinechen

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: mix thoughts

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 Im back from Bali !!!! 

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I’v changed [Miracles in Mind] to [ Miracles in reality]
and i’v change a bit of the tag line too.

this is because i’v came to a point..a point when i finally realized that i DO need miracles in my real life(reality)not just in my mind. i crave for more miracles now. you know, its possible. just believe and have faith. you will experience it yourself, the miracles around you.
meeting my boyfriend was a wonderful miracle itself. its a testimonial to share.
till now.. it is still a miracle for us. the feeling, is special. none of us expect to meet each other and got together in such a short period of time. none of us expect that to happen in our life. we met, on the day he was having his farewell party with close friends,2 days before he leaves to France and i was only on my short trip to Melaka.
it was like a fairy tale story said baby,his mum agreed.
he was like the prince who came for the rescue when i was in the darkest side of my world. when i wasnt looking at my best.
when i was entirely heart broken.
when i was losing hope in love.
he appeared right in front of me.
like an angel.
Hold me tight when i was feeling insecure.
promise that he will be there for me no matter what happens.
telling me that ‘its alright’ when things goes wrong.
comforted me when i was crying half dead on the phone when he was in france 2 month ago. telling me that its not right to judge people.
correct me whenever i do wrong.
make me laugh like no ones business.
and most importantly,
he is always sensitive enough to know my flows,
patient enough to listen to my craps.
aah, communication is really important in the relationship.
we both agree on that.
owh, wait a second,baby reminded me of that actually.

coz i was kind of sick of talking, explanation and making my partner understand due to my past relationship. sigh it was a mess. total mess without communication. ah well, its over now. i’m seriously glad it is.

thanks baby for reminding me all that.
and..hey baby, just want to tell you that i really thank God for having you in my life right now. thanks for loving me as who i am. you know me well inside out. and you know what? you are good in reading my mind. hah.

read this lovely lady’s ( Karen Chen ) blog just now and found this line which i really love![ Love is, above all else, the gift of oneself ]Hope you dont mind me quoting this line of yours from you. =) *thanks babe*

I’v been reading a lot lately, each and every friends’ blogs.
Not just one entry but at least 50% of all the entries that they have written.
browsing through all the pictures they posted up, flashed back all those memories.. sweet,sad,bitter ones..i think i’m losing a lot of my close friends now.
if you were to ask me, who is my bestest friend now, i would say.. no one. no one really knows whats on my mind, what am i up to etc. the incident that caused me to be a bit anti-close-friends because all the while they know whats going on in my life
(i was a really open person about my life)
all i wanted to do is to run away from them, rather stay at home the home month, not socializing at all even though i miss them terribly much. sigh. coz i was or i am still afraid, i don’t know what and why, i’m just afraid that through all those rumors and accusation,who would stand on my side? how would they see me? what will they say? how am i gonna face them? can i just smile and act like nth happened? can i be my own self again in front of them?
no i cant, i’m not good in pretending you see. thats why i chose to hide.
aahh, but at least NOW i wont burst in tears anymore.
coz i know, its all not worth a single drop of my tears. thats a good thing right? =)
and once again, knowing that some of you that are on my side, i’m grateful for that.

AAhh, you know what? who cares how people think of me,
if you really know adeline well, you will sure know what kind of person i really am.
those external factors would never effect our friendship.
to those i really miss,
cindy
(i wish i could talk to you again,i really do miss you)

abigail law
(i wish i could drive you out, i have tons of things to tell you,something to give you too)

timothy su
(i hope we could meet before you leave malaysia,thanks for the random calls and msgs)

ahsan
(thanks for being there for me whenever i needed you)

malcolm Eng
(i missed our meet up,i’m sorry i couldn’t make it,i miss the old days i had with you)

matthew Andrew yiiiii
( i havnt talk to you for soo long,but i guess abigail will update you abt me xD)

Annabel
( I miss talking to you,why i dont see you in church?)

Carissa Sammy
(thanks for all the sleepovers talking advices and prayers)

Joanne Lim
(thanks for the hug you gave me that day)

Jenny Chan
(thanks for the hugs you left in my chat box)

Karen Chen
(thanks for the msg you wrote to me)

Edward
(heard that you are leaving soon,i wish you all the very best in your future undertakings!)

Pauline Tay
(read ur blog, hope you are doing alright there, God bless girl =) stay strong )

and the list goes down..

its 2.40am right now, 8th July 2008.

a long entry eh? i didn’t plan to write this much actually.

ha ha.
im sleepy now

to be continue..

love,
adelinechen
xoxo

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: mix thoughts

aah,enough of all the dramas.dont need to cry over spilled milk.its over and we are done with it.no point argueing and blaming each other.peace. 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Uncategorized

[millions of ‘sorry’]

I am sorry. I know I’ve been really lazy in updating my blog now. And due to the weird pictures size in my blog’s setting (which I do not know how to edit) I’m kind of reluctant to upload pictures coz it is either too small or too big. Oh god, Jimmy Jimmy Jimmy please help me check the settings can? =)

[having a good life in KCH]

I’ve been in KCH for 10days already. Feeling lazy everyday. Pampered myself waking up at late hours (before11am) and do/eat/go anywhere I wish. I feel like I’m a grown up lady this time round, the way I see things has changed, I’m more mature in the sense of talking, doing things and making decisions. Mum and dad talk to me like an adult too (I think). LOL. I’m able to type letters for dad’s office documents, going to Banks to with mum to settle stuff and etc (mum always scold me coz I always do things slow and steady). For example, she pass me a cheque and drop me at a bank while she waits in the car. So I just take my time filing up the form and check through at least once or twice before putting in the cheque into the envelope and put it into the cheque deposit box. mum always shakes her head and say I cannot ‘cari makan’ if I continue do things like that, its not like I’m sitting for an exam or what. Things need to be done fast. But I know myself, hah, I like to take my time when I do things and make sure everything’s is alright. I don’t like to rush myself. aah, it’s just me. =) But I know when I need to be fast so don’t worry. 

[love]

baby gave me a few nice stuff from France to bring back for my family esp mummy. Heee. Yummy choc, tea, a botol of fine wine and sweets.LOL. brought back a few yummy stuff from melacca too for my brothers. =)

[shopping]

bought a few pieces of clothing from MNG sales. LOL. And bought 2 dress on the net. That was my first time e-shopping. Not so bad after all.LOL.

[my drama life]

Owh have I mention to u guys that I nearly can’t make it for my flight back to KCH last Wednesday? Hah. It was a very DRAMA day you know, just can’t stop laughing whenever I recall it. It was all baby’s fault. LOL. nola. Actually it wasn’t anyone’s fault. *Giggles* everything just went wrong, the timing, the jam, my mood. LOL. told you I was having my pms. LOL. Anyways, we made it at the airport just in time when the check-in counter was about to close. I was the last one who checked it, I rushed like a mad person, the airport was soo damn crowded and squeeze my way through the crowd. Ohya, plus the ‘toilet’ drama and the ‘flight’ drama thingy( if u wana know, can ask me personally, ver paishe to tell everyone here,hahaha). Woooww. HAH. It was really a dramatic day indeed.

[shocking good and bad news]

someone got together with the ex.LOL. yea, they are meant for each other . congrats to you both.

one of my friend is married, due to the accident he  the gf caused 10months ago. His wife just gave birth to a baby girl a few days ago. God bless them. He is one year older then me and the wife is my age if im nt mistaken. Young parents. 

My beloved sister in christ is pregnant, finally, 5 months. Congrats! =)

To a dear friend that I always cherish & pray for. I miss you. Congrats to you. You have finally got ur dream course. Continue to shine in ur new college life even though its not under Normah, Im still so happy and proud of you.you should be proud of yourself too. I know you have always wanted to be a nurse. You always look super good in nurse uniform. I still have our pics together in our uniform. =) Ur wish has been granted. Grab this opportunity and study hard. you will definitely do great there! i have faith in you =) you know, I saw you that day, waved at you but you didn’t look up.2 of your girlfriends saw me though and responded. Finally, after one and a half year, I finally get to see you, its good enough for me even though it’s from far. Still looking great, gorgeous. =) always love u as my sister no mater what happened. Looking forward to see you again my dear sis.

[friends and s0-called-friend]

Met my fellow EMPOWERED friends last Friday and met that heartbreaking bastard 2 days ago. LOL. Well, 7months has passed, I guess it is still hard to forgive and forget, but eventually, one day I believe that I will slowly forget but im sure I will never forgive. Not entirely tll the day he apologized and admit his wrongs in front of me personally. Which is impossible for him to do that.

knowing some of my friends are standing on my side. thats good enough for me, i’m thankful. thanks alot =) 

[useless me]

Had a mini accident yesterday afternoon, just in front of my house. LOL. Yea, I was driving. I volunteered to drive my mum to her office, ended up kena lectured. Feel so damn useless weii…Well, I guess I will never start driving. I don’t even know how to reverse the car properly. Kopi-O license indeed mum. i have no idea how can I pass my driving test one 20months ago. Sad case huh? *Sigh* there’s always extra cars in the house waiting for someone to drive it around. What to do, the 3 rd driver in the house is a useless driver. What a shame.

[holidayyy]

Im going to Bali for 6 days 5nights next week. Weeeeee!! Can’t wait for it! Haha. With my dad, mum, 2 brothers, grandma(dad’s side) and another guy cousin(sukma wushu guy aka future famous CHEF). Im gonna shop for beautiful dresses! Wear my bikini for the very first time! View the beautiful sunrise and sunset! And I heard there will be dolphinsss! =) mum been there with her friends, we’ll tour around Bali. wee!! hahaaa. Im so damn excited right now. Need to get my body in shape for the beach! LOL! *Winks*

I’m fying to SIBU tooooo a week after the Bali trip. One week stay there. =)

[bloggers meet]

im really sorry.I cant attend the KUCHING blogger meet. I didn’t know that my parents are making plans for the Bali trip. I will be in Bali that day that’s why I couldn’t make it for the special event. Looking forward for the pictures and post form u guys! =) have fun!!

[college life & student council]

I got the PR (public relation) leader post for my college’s student council’s board. Chaman is the Mr.President. LOL. so dot play play. LOL. I missed a few events happening in college now. The pool BBQ party,the yamcha, the ‘green day’, incoming orientations, prom night preparations, latin dance class. Owh! Kenneth(my latin partner) is happily enjoying his life there in US. He told me the sales there are really crazy! Ahha. Happy shopping/working/eating/playing there dearie! =) remember to bring the air back for me.LOL. I’ve forgotten the steps for our latin dance. Haha.

[cooking]

Bought a lot of laksa paste gonna cook laksa this Sunday for my family. (Brothers are excited, so am i. HAH) FIRST TIME. Laksa. Next week I will try to prepare tomato kueh tiaw. Heheee. Then then maybe I wana try to cook kueh chap too. My top3 yummy favorite food. Want to cook for baby if everything goes well, before that a few trials in KCH first, HAH. Ohya, I wana make sushi too for the first time too. LOL. =) been cooking a lot at home, in charge of the lunch and dinner at home for the family. Hehe. That is why I need to wake up latest at 11am every weekdays coz need to prepare lunch for brothers before they head to school. 

[parents]

sent them off to the airport this afternoon, they flew to KL for medical check up with my aunt and my cousins. Im going for the medical check up myself when im back in KL. Save up the air tickets and can accompany my 2 little brothers at home. Prepare meals for them too. =) parents coming back home tmr night though. =)

signing off now. Sleepy dy. =)

love,

adelineeeee

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: mix thoughts

this is how i look like now. LOL. one word-vain. haha. oh well, i’m going out with baby and his 3 other KL friends tonight.just dressed up, writing this entry now to kill the time. =)

goshed.you know what? i’m having that kinda mix feeling again and damn i hate my mood swing. pms. sigh. =(

I’m flying back to KCH tomorrow, yea thats right. Tomorrow. 25th June 08. goshed, i’m gonna miss my friends here especially baby. we bought the happy sim card that enables us to talk long hours with the maximum charge of 99cents per call. very worth it eh? so check it out on the website couples! =)

watched “Get Smart” with baby last night. it was hilarious. we had popcorn too. LOLx. not bad after all =)and we watched “no reservations” too on the laptop just now after lunch. its a nice movie, some part made me cried, e.i:when the little girl lost her mother in the car accident =(

hmm, what else to share? owh well baby is going to send me back to KL to pack and then he will drive me all the way up to the airport tomorrow for my flight, sweet isn’t he? =) owh ya! i went to church last sunday with baby and his mum.

p/s: to the anonymous and boom in my chatbox, 4 weeks at the banner means 28 days actually, not one month.LOL. try to take 7days x 4 weeks = 28days. see? =)

and for your information, tomorrow is our  4th month anniversary. =)

signing off now. i will be in KCH then for my next entry

*hugs and kissess*

love,

adeline 

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: mix thoughts, mood swing

thanks baby for the ice blended mango juice

Girlsssss!

MNG having SALES now!

go go gooo!!

 XoXo

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