Miracles in Mind

hey pals! a little update about me.
i’m back on track now, balancing my studies, work life, fun time, rest time.
college life, and student council’s commitment.

i’m glad that i have made my mum’s trip here a memorable one.
as long as shes happy, i’m happy too, whatever it takes.

thanks to all my friends who offered their help,
i couldn’t make it without you all.seriously,
I am soooo blessed to have true friends around
i want to thank each and every one of you
who are always there whenever i need someone
and i really do appreciate the advices,
the ride and the time that you guys have spent on us.

wana thank Nian ,for driving us all the way up to look out point for a dinner. 2 hours drive due to the rain and jam, means 2 hours chit0chating with my mum in the car. and also for all his offer to bring me and my mum around =)
thanks siew wei(my roommate) for being a great listener and willing to accompany us for the dinner. thanks wan yoe and sinn yii , thanks yoong wai and eric.
thanks to my darling Jessie too! who brought my mum and her friends for a super yummy dinner at kepong.
Thanks to my boss who approved my 4 nights off and etc.

my mum loves u all. =D

i was kind of tipsy last night, it was a great night seriously.
got to drink and talk with my mum, my boss and his friends like friends.
didn’t take any new pictures,
no cam whore session with myself for soooo long due to every-day-busy-life.

have to bath and start doing my assignments now.
working again tmr.
sigh.

i gotta stay strong. =)

written by adelinecrystal

all of a sudden
i have these feelings

i miss..

having someone to hold
having someone to cuddle with
and having someone to stare at
it feels like years
why you have to be so far away?

written by adelinecrystal

i woke up this morning feeling down
why? 

written by adelinecrystal

I have been working part time in Champ’s for the last few days of my Hari Raya holiday.
2 weeks of holiday, i spent 1 week plus in bed (terribly sick) and 4 days in work.
4days, i worked for 40hours.

i have learn a lot of things, seriously.

just got back from work, today is the 4th day. and everything is going just fine.
fellow friends at work are great people, fun and caring.
I know how to process a card transaction at the cashier already, i know how to pour beer from the machine, i know how to make yummy banana split and juice for customers. i know how to open a wine botol, beer botol in front of the customers. they give me extra tips coz they love my smile, theres a few of them say my smile made their day. =)
some of them thought that i am from China, coz of my very ‘ jing1 dian’ chinese look.
some of them thought that i am form Japan.LOL. asked whether im a Japanese.=)
customers tends to talk to me..
theres a customer this afternoon, gave me a card, say i can look for him after i finish studying.he owns a company or something.
everyday, i see LV, Gucci,Burberry, Prada handbags and wallet.
its a place where people have their expensive meals
some of them come almost everyday
some of them even can recognize me already
we need to remember some loyal customer’s name/face, coz the moment they settle down at the table, we have to present them their wine/liquor/specific favorite beverage
its a challenging process to remember all the food in the menu and the settings for different kind of orders and food.
ahh, enough said.

there is a reason for me to blog today

there was a family of 8 came to our restaurant this evening, 2 little kids of the age range of 5-7years old.
i was looking at them , waiting for them to settle down. admiring that family, to be together to have a meal so happily.

‘Daddy, daddy! Look at this’ the little boy pointing at the menu.

‘Mummy Mummy! can i have this please? ” the little girl pointing at the menu too.

That really HIT me.
eyes filled with tears,heart started to ache.
i know it wasn’t right to feel this way,
i should be contented with my life already..
but still the feeling struck me
deeply onto my heart

‘i wish i have that stage of childhood in my life’..i said to myself.
i couldn’t remember whether i have ever said that to my parents before when i was young.
was i given a chance to be like the kids before?
i couldn’t remember a thing…

that really made me sad

but its okay.
despite of all the blessing i have now,i shall not complain.

I’m thankful that…at least i know my mum loves me.

HAH -mummy, if you are reading this, give me a call or a msg ! =)

written by adelinecrystal

It’s not that usual when everything is beautiful,

miracle it is,

I thank God for this stage of my life

everything seems perfect

Thanks for everything =)

written by adelinecrystal

As we all are familiar with these 3 famous words,
where they say…

Love is patient,love is kind.
It does not envy,it does not boast.
It is not proud,It is not rude.
It is not self seeking,It is not easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrongs.
It always protects,always trust, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

So,
How about Faith?

(Taken from one article of my research that i strongly agree with)

Faith begins by believing in your heart that what is right has a chance.
Faith is believing in something you can’t see or hear.
something deep inside that only you understand and can control.
Faith is trusting in yourself enough to know that no matter how things turn out,
you will make the best of them

and heres about Hope

Hope is not the closing of your eyes to the difficulty,the risk or the failure.
It is trust that…
If I fail now, I shall not fail forever
and if I am hurt, I shall be healed.

It is trust that

Life is good

Love is powerful
and
the future is full of promise.

Faith,Hope and Love

Although they all agree that the greatest of all is LOVE, i still hold on to my own believes that 3 of them must come together to make things perfect..

because without faith and hope, Love is nothing.

its just a random post after a whole day of sleep.

p/s: i’m still cough ALOT but surprisingly i slept throughout the whole night last night in peace. the medication is working at its best in me. cheers.

written by adelinecrystal

helllllooooo~

sorry sorry sorry

i have been away for a week

=)

this is the latest pic of meee

taken on the

2nd October 08′

im not feeling well for a few days

went to see the doc this morning

and

now taking my medication(anti-biotic etc)

going off to sleep now

feeling drowsy already..

will update soon!

*hopefully tmr when i am feeling better*

loves!

written by adelinecrystal

A quick update!

=)

one day in One utama

[25.9.08]

Pics are tiny because all the pictures are not taken nicely

maybe it will look nicer when its tiny

LOL

US

went to visit Jade our darling after lunch at her work place in OU

many many pictures taken

love that dress BUT its way toooo SHORT for meee

LOL

=)

gotta head to college now

tata!

loves!

written by adelinecrystal

trying to be strong
but the fact is i’m not…
don’t wanna admit that i’ve failed
thinking off all the past,
it often brings me down
deep deep down to the end
tears started flowing
feeling useless,
feeling insecure,
making the same mistake over and over again
afraid that it will end up to be the same thing
oh god,when can i get myself out of this nightmare
how can i wash off the memories
that has been hunting me for soo soo long
i’m sorry
the more i care,the more mistake i will make..
i don’t even deserve this
yes i don’t

tmr is a brand new day

i will be fine once again
like always
seeing me smile,
seeing me laugh and talk non stop

yeah, thats the adeline that you should know
not this one

pls ignore this entry

written by adelinecrystal

woooots!

just a quick update

=)

FOR the very first time

we(8 of us) skipped our law lecture

( oopppss! )

we were just tooo tired of the lecture

Right after our presentation for LSD, we head to One Utama for our lunch

(enjoyed 1 hour 30mins lunch time there just sitting and talking)

=)

just imagine,

if we dont skip the class right, we will end up having class from 9am to 4.30pm

lunch break is around 12.30pm to 1pm

damn tiring loooor

the girls

i was wearing a formal top coz i was my group presenter together with another girl

(she wasnt with us, attended the law class herself)

kelly and i

*sorry about the quality*

LOL

written by adelinecrystal