Miracles in Mind

he said he will try his best.

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: happiness

the 15th day of chinese new year a.k.a Chinese v’day day


*ahem
taking tons of pics of myself as usual

shes sooooo CUTE!

in the car

cool stuff @ Jonker walk

super relaxing

miracles do happen.

things happened for a reason.

i cant believe what i’v gotten myself into.

but im really glad that i did.no harm giving it a try.

i keep asking myself..
is this just a dream?when will it end?..will it last?

i have no idea.i dare not say anything.
im here.standing still.waiting.hoping.and praying.
i trust u.
take great care of yourself in France.
study hard and make me proud.
=)

anyways,

melacca trip was awesome!

had so much fun.

it was an exciting and memorable trip indeed.

thanks to my beloved girlfriend-jia yii.

thank you for bringing me around.

thanks for everything.

thank you!!

im exhausted.mentally and physically.

theres so much things to be done..

alot of things in hand.

alot of things in mind too.

but im so glad that u called and msged.

u’v made my day.thanks.

to be continue.

p/s: hopefully i can get my macbook by friday.

*cross fingers

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness, mix thoughts

wanted to blog yesterday but the library closed early due to the 15th night of chinese new year.i dont understand why they need to close the library earlier (there aint chinese libririan in the working there) , and when i was there, theres still lots of students studying there. hmm.
anyways, i reached home around 4.30pm(earliest among these 4days). chat with my hosuemates, did some work, reorganised my notes,documents and file, study for a while, read 2 pages of Cecelia Ahern ” If only u could see me now” and dozed off on my bed till 6.40pm.
got ready for the special chap goh mei dinner @ Sakae Sushi , The curve with my girlfriends.
had a great time eating, talking, posing vain pictures etc. sorry to dissapoint u guys,im not going to upload any pictures in this entry.

went to midvalley after that and watched Vantage Point. cool movie. haha!
then went murni for supper and went all the way to see ‘eye of malaysia’ for the first time! =D was soo excited! reached home around 4 in the morning. phew. what a long and interesting day.
i got a very cute valentine gift last night, its pluto! remember the mickey mouse’s dog, Pluto?? haa! its now hanging happpily at my Roxy handbag.haa!
love it so much! thanks! =D

woke up around 10am this morning and here i am in my college’s pc lab writing this entry. preparing my resume and CV letter for the very first time.
and am going for a meeting at noon later for student council’s anti smoking campaign.
gonna meet up with Amin(an internatinal guy), Eliot and Danny( both local).

and and i will be away for this weekend! hee. im so excited. will update more when im back and hopefully with some lovely pictures! =)

p/s:its 11.50am and im hungry. dont wana eat alone. =.=”

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness, Love

*mua

my cousins!

v’day in kch
thanks =)

haha. thats all folks! stay tune. =)

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, God's words, happiness, Love, memories, mix thoughts

a great day today

woots! its a great day today i must say.one big thing happened.thanks to Fanny’s newspaper.lols.i was late for my morning class for half an hour due to some reason but ITS OKAY! its all worth it!
*wide grinss*
then during the break,i made several phone calls and sent msgs to some of my close friends about the good news - which i dont wish the whole world to know.
=)
keep u guys in suspense la.wahaha.im so darn bad. blueks!

today’s class was great too. i paid my full-attention. *ahem. =)
i just cant stand those few guys(my seniors) who always talk rubbish and never respect their coursemates and lecturers during class. damn super rich kids.useless. spoilt guys. can u imagine they can just make fun of the lecturers by asking stupid silly questions and commented on our maths lecturer saying that her butt got bigger after the holiday and laughed? in front of everyone? ish.no respect at all.
one of them wears addidas specs, one of them bring his laptop everyday,on his laptop and online(msn, facebook etc..) during class. helllooo! we dont even need a laptop for the class la.so hau lien the way they speak too.
ish.

*sigh*
ahem.dont wanna spoil my mood now. *smile*
hmmm..
well well well, where should i start. went sunway piramid with my friends after class yesterday.
(ohya before that i had a good catch up with Jabez at the cafeteria)
went to taylors to pick her’s younger sister [who is currently taking a-levels in Taylors.] reached sunway piramid around 4pm and we start our mission there!
bought something for my friend who is getting married on the 8th March! im attending a wedding dinner! woots! im sooo sooo excited!

and and guess who i met there??! Lester Lim! wow.its a small world indeed! haha.he didnt recognise me though at first. i was like..u are lester lim right? from st.jo? and he was like ‘erm..u are? i cant recognise u la..” then i went “im adeline, neh..adeline chen..dont u remmeber? form3 tuition???”
ahhaa.and finally he managed to recall back.
we talked for a while.
he is looking great like before . =)

ohya! today is ahkai’s birthday! Happy 22nd Birthday!!! he is a kuching guy that i met in the air asia bus that night. told u about my blog so i hope u are reading this! hee. =) wah, u are 22 this year! hahaa! not old la, must use the word ‘mature liao’ baru betul. haha. hmm..we are friends since 15th Feb 08′ , around 8pm ho? hahhaa. very nice guy indeed.
wish u all the best in everything u do! meet up la some time ya! =)

ooohh oohh, i havnt finish my sunway piramid’s story yet. hmm..im in love with anna sui’s perfume. its darn expensive but i will get one soon! havnt stop pampering myself YET.
hee. i love the “dolly girl” and the lastest perfume, erm , cant remmeber the name liao but i remember it has a peacock thingy. i took some pics of them but i cant post them up coz i havnt got my laptop yet! sobs. im now currently in my college’s computer lab. its so full here. lols. anyways, i aiming for that ‘dolly girl’ perfume. hahaa! bought a mascara and a gold-glitter eye shadow from Anna Sui too. i love their products! i think sooner or later im going my cosmetic brand to Anna sui. i know its expenisve. =.=”
haha. ohya, i got a braclet from Anna Sui too. haha. coz my friends and i spent rm450++ there.
Guess in sunway piramid is on sale! 40% - 50% off!!
my friend bought a GUESS pouch for only rm80+, after 40% discount. =D
i love one of the tiny handbag there but it doesnt suit me yet. wait till im 22 laaaaa.
haha.im too young to carry those handbags.
still love my white roxy handbag to bitsss!
hee.

i reached home around 10pm last night and 2 of my housemates had a great catch up in my room-on my bed- till midnight. =)

and tonight am going yamcha with my darlingsss!!! cant wait to meet u girls la. =D

i have many many wonderful and exciting plans ahead of me now.
life is great.
life is wonderful with Him.
=)
take care and God bless!

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness, housemates, mix thoughts

Happy Valentines day everyone!

im sorry if i missed out anyone,hee, just got a call from Karen Lijong,
we going to meet up tonight. =) my farewell.
pray that i wont cry like last night during praise and worship.

”how can i live without you?
now that i’v learnt that u are all i need.
i will never turn my heart away from you
i promise. ..”

was really busy for these few days,really planned my day so that i wont be out for the whole day (at least after helping my mum to prepare lunch for my brothers). got 2 new books to read from Boulevard. hee. thanks to alien for that book. by my fav author, Cecelie Ahern. =)

joined the ‘Tissue meet’ last night at Ben’s place.
why is it called tissue meet? haa! sounds really interesting right?
coz its the first time that all of the cell groups in Empowered youths ministry combined together.
all cells combine together will form tissue, thats what the science ppl in the house explained.
(for ur info, theres doctor, nurses , accountant, teachers- all the professional working young adults in the house. ) xp

couldnt really sleep last night, found myself still awake around 1.30am.
hmm..whats up with my mind again. i dont get myself.

im going out in an hour time.
not gonna reveal so much about my personal life here anymore
=) chao~
wana get ready now..
hhmmm..what to wear? thats the problem now.
*winks*

have fun everyone!
enjoy this special day!

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Church, Empowered, happiness

woke up 8.30am and took my medication.
went back to sleep till 12.30pm.
aawww..im so sick.

listening to 后来 by 刘若英.

going to grandma house now.

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: happiness

bought 2 books from MPH @ The spring just now after dinner with grandma and some cousins.

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*using my housemate’s laptop and wireless*

part2

this year’s birthday, i celebrated with 15 of my friends(13 of them are my classmates). i was so blessed to have them with me that night. they bought me a tiramusi cake, i was so touched.i finally have my very own birthday cake for my birthday. was being asked to stand on a chair , give a speech, toast a drink, made a wish and blew all the tiny candles for the first time in my life. they all sang birthday song for me and the DJ who were on duty in the bar wished me through the mic too. everyone was looking at us. i felt so..(no words can really describe how i felt that night). it was fun to put some cream on everyone’s face and feed them a small piece of cake each. they all were sooo supportive! i laughed and talked alot that night. and i danced for the first time under disco light with them after the countdown..=) it was tiring but fun.i enjoyed it so much.get to know more friends, 3 from KDU(slyvester,ethan and another girl) and my another new classmate(king).

reached home around 1.45am. had some silent moment to myself in my room. i dont know what was in my mind,everything was great that night but i felt like im still missing something..somewhere..i dont know what.i dont know whats the missing part..

i didnt have a hang over the next mroning coz i wasnt drunk.seriously.i have no idea why i wasnt. i didnt drink all kinds of drinks, the cocktails were strong, the beers and i have no idea whats the drink that the waiter gave me in the bar after my birthday speech, it was a one shot drink..i toasted it with my friends.

meet up with my dearest daughter, Jade and Jamie. they both are soo sweet. treat me pizza in oneUtama.and Jade made a card for me. i love it so much. theres a love letter for me too, its from jade.i was really touched after reading it.
i cant help it..read a few times that day before i went off to bed. i love u babe!
and the gift that jamie chose for me, thanks dearie! its sooo sweet of u! =D
xoxo
2days ago..i found out that my nokia phone ’s mic is spoilt. ppl cant hear me when they call.goshed. first my laptop , now my hp..=(

talked to both of my mothers on my birthday night. Then, i broke down once again.was waiting for a call that supposed to reach me that night.but..i was left in dissapointment. alot of msgs cuming in from diff freinds that night but it didnt really cheer me up.all i did on my birthday was-READING. to keep my mind busy.to stop me from thinking things that i should have stop thinking.

im going to shop in oneUtama this wednesday alone.and come back for student council meeting at 4pm. ohya, i didnt annouce the good news that i have been accepted to join the student council of my college,went to the interview last friday. =)

My life isnt that bad after all..i have my God up there who knows whats going on in my life inside out throughout this 2 months.He knws whats best for me i guess. and here, i have my babes with me, making me stronger as time passes by. but still i can’t sleep without Button and froggy.

bought 2 t shirt for my 2 brothers. hope they like it. and a pink name card holder for my mum.dont knw what to buy for my dad though. =) im going back to kch this friday, same flight with ken. we are going back together. will be in kch for 15days. after that i dont know when im going back again..not going back kch for this year’s christmas.i dont knw where will i be that time. definetly not kch. im aiming for a student exchnage programme to England for 4 months or maybe longer..it depends.i really hope that i will be selected.( theres an important interview conducted by an English man from UK for the studnet programme) since i have nth to miss here (except mum and friends of course) i wana get out of here.experience new life out there. really pray hard that i can make it. thats the one and only thing that i wish for this year. i dont want anything else.

had lunch with jack, yoong wai, eric, hee yan and kelly this afternoon. duck rice. lols! not bad la. =) didnt knw Jack can be so gentleman.lols! after lunch, i spent the whole day in college, doing some papper work and deal with the managment. went to the lab to reply all the friendster and facebook’s comments and msgs and emails. i spent liek 2 hours doing all those. then i wrote the “part1″ entry. noticed that its gonna rain so quickly end the entry and walked home, it was aroun 5.45pm already.and it finally rained for a while 2 minutes after i reached home. phew! thank God i made it home in time. hehee!

gonna study, do my toturials and continue reading my 2nd book later. =)

thats all for the updates, sorry theres no pictures available at the moment. i will post them up in facebook when i get my laptop back. =) take care and God bless!
xoxo

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness

part1

my 19th birthday

over 70 msgs to my phone.
over 10 calls that i received.
over 35 comments in friendster.
around 20 comments in facebook.
around7 msgs in friendster.
5 msgs in facebook.
an email from my dear friend in AUS.

im so suprised,i feel so blessed all of a sudden knowing that theres sooo many ppl out there who still cares..im seriously touched by most of the calls and msgs from my long lost friends/best friends/old pal/babe.love u all so much! thank u all sooo much for everything!

sorry for not updating my blog for so long,something bad happened and i couldnt go online that often anymore. life is really boring without my laptop with me and being able to go online.hahaa! but i did alot of reading. bought two books on saturday from one Utama. ‘Where rainbows end’ by Ccelia Ahern and ‘im in no mood for love’ by Rachen Gibson.i finished ‘where rainbows end’ within 24hours.lols. its really a nice book to read. ( i love romance book). now im reading the 2nd book that i’v bought. sigh, what to do. all i can do is READ in my room nia.lols. its a story about a guy-girl bestfriends end up together. knew each other since 5.often write to each other(emails,notes..), they both been through so much, marriages, divorce,having kids etc..after fifty years.both of them final gt together.theres one line in the book(584 pages), it goes soemthing like this//guy and girl can never be PURELY bestfriends. aha! thats true in the real world i must admite. it happened.its proven. do try to read that book if u havnt. =)

last year, i thought a new year will be great for me.looking forward for the new year countdown with EMPOWERED youths(for teh 1st time), , several huge special events and anniversary.

‘i will be 19 next year, and it will be great.’ i thought.

im gonna start my degree programme, have more coursemates and new friends, will be involve in more activities in college..my 19th birthday falls on saturday, which means i get to celebrate with my special someone again for the 2nd time.3rd chinese new year visiting together..valentine’s day will be on thursday but i actually managed to convince myself that we can celebrate it after that, roses will be cheaper then..next will be our 2nd year anni.goshed.u cant imagine how excited i was for 2008.i thought everything will go accordingly as it has planned.

God knows why and how unexpected change took place days before new year. i thought i was dreaming.it was my worst nightmare.its a start of a huge turning point in my life.everything chnaged.everything seems difficult. i wasnt prepared for the change u see, theres always someone there for me top lean on and rely on through the thick and thins. i was so insecure then.i felt bad too.really BAD. BUT u knw why? my mum is superb! my friends(esp babes) are awesome!they always make sure that im fine. they listen to me when i feel like talking and they lean me a shoulder when i feel liek crying.i really appreciate all the warm hugs that they’ve given.my mum being super supportive since then. brought me to have a super short hair cut on the first day.since then, i realised how hard it is to fake a smile that wasnt true from my heart.

*computer lab is closed, now im using the library’s computer to continue this entry*

teling ppl that im fine but they actually can feel that sadness by looking into my eyes. back in KL on the 4th Jan.everythings seems difficult at first. all my friends are concern, admirers starts their moves..wound is still fresh and i cant just accept one of them for a replacement. (if u guys are reading this, i just wana say sorry,i may be very cold at times.u all are very nice,sincerely thanks from me).

sometimes, i sense something strange about myself,im good in pretending that im over it. trying hard to hold on and have faith, nurse my own wound and broken heart.yes,it is something new that i have to learn.nurse myself.seeing other couples together,i always pray for for them.i ofen ask them to hold each other tightly and dont ever easily let go. cherish each other. but still…
‘why does ppl always tend to hurt the ppl that they love the most?’
theres no answer for that.things just happen.

1st week in kl, full of boredom.luckly my mum gave me a fixed line so that i can call her anytime i want to have a chat. coz u knw, i need ppl to talk to.i will die if i dont talk.lols.now, i talk more often to God and myself. i think im having this weird habbit already, talking to myself. it scares me sometime.my dearest housemates were being very supportive and nice to me too. im so blessed to have them in my life.

to be continue tmr..=)

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness