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Apr 22

Desserts & Movies

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21st April 2008

i had a short one and a half hour class yesterday,

went home for my own cooked poridge for lunch(again)

and met up with Michelle and Charith (my new friend) around 2pm for Ice-Creammmmmm.

We walked… =.=”’

from college to

for

and we had this yummy desserts!! =D

The set ( ice cream balls+fruits+choc)= Rm38

The drink ( Mango + Strawberry) = Rm 12

Saw the malaysian Idol- Daniel there recording his show.
introducing the desserts in Dessert’s Bar.

we took a cab back to college after that =)

21st April 2008

went for a midnight show last night at

Golden Screen Cinema @ one Utama

with my fellow beautiful housemates

picture taking session

[11.15pm]

[11.55pm]

Four Hot Girls Yo!

*winks*

REached home around 2.20am and slept at 3am

We watched Street Kings - its a GREAT movie.

WOrth Watching! =D

Had our lunch at one utama again today with my coursemates,
we went in 2 cars. 9 of us. =)

Had a sexy time with Jessie in a lingerie shop.I bought some silky new undergarments for myself at XixiLi and bought a set of pink undergarments for Jessie my dear for her 21st Birthday. *happiness*=) both of us spent more then an hour in xixili just choosing and trying on the undergarments. the new arrivals are quite nice, girls go and have a look! =D Meet up with the guys and we had our lunch at … i cant remember whats the name of the japanese restaurant, near the place selling roti boy OH its just next to Secret Recipe.
heres some pics! =)

the 4 guys and the 5 girls

my lunch

the is the story about my lunch.
I couldnt finish that big bowl of delicious pork + something something rice,
so i asked the little waiter boy whether i can take away, he nodded.
after 20-minutes, he never come back with my tapao food.
i asked him and he said he threw away dy, and he dare to ask me whether i wana order again.
swt.
that bowl of pork- whatever it is- worth rm15 and i just finished 30%,still left lots of yummy pork
thats why i was thinking of bringing home for dinner coz its yummy yummy,
mana tahu he threw it away.
that waiter boy dont even understand what is “take away”
i should say “bungkus” instead.
sigh.

RM 105.80 for 5 girl

thats all for my wonderful monday and tuesday

with love,
=)

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness, housemates, memories

Mar 12

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if u read my previous entries,

u will understand why i cherish them so much in my life

-my beloved housemates-

(shu wei, sinn yi, me,jia yi and ai shan)

its great to have them around

to support each other

in many many ways in life

to share tears and laughter

to hang on together

(shu wei and i)

to take vain pics together

(sinn Yi)

to enjoy good food together

to celebrate special occasions together

when we are far from our hometown

sinn yii(IPOH), Jia YI(melacca) , me( KCH), Shu wei( IPOH)

ai shan is from tai ping.

love all of u so much

thanks for everything

xoxo

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-my babes-

when we first met each other

when we were a bit younger

(see how much we change throughout the year)

Jan 2007

Jamie Tan(2nd sis,KL), Jessie( Da jie,KL), Me(mummy),Jade(xiao mei,KL)

the J family

Jade’s drawings

March 2007

Jamie, Jade and Jadeline(adeline,me)

four of us

Jamie and i

April 2007

Jade and Jessie

when we grew a bit older

May 2007

in Jamie’s car

Jamie, Jade and i

Jade babe

Jamie

(who always brings chocolate for us)

Jamie and i

August 2007

our first presentation

formal wear

August 2007

when we are older

in Jamie’s car

Jade and i

November 2007

Jamie is now in HELP

Jade is now in KDU

Jessie and i stayed back in KBU

Jamie and Jade,

college life is different without both of u seriously

i miss…

even the cafeteria’s tauke asked about u girls

ask why we arnt we all together in the same gang

i miss sharing meals with jamie

i miss sharing the roti telur with jade

drinking air kundur with u girls

going toilets and pizzza hut

our crazy lame jokes

chocolates and mentos

we were the perfect group for

our assignments, projects,presentations,tutorials and exams.

Jamie is always well prepared with lots of information

Jade is very good in writing

Jessie help with the typing and printing

and

im always the one who organized all of our work,

plan meetings and lead the presentation.

we made the prefect group

we worked together so well even though sometimes there was some minor conflicts

i miss both of u so much

lets hang out together more often

yamcha

pizza again?

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another bunch of good friends

took these sticker pictures

on the 18th January 08′

@ one utama

Jack(KL), Yoong wei(IPOH),Kelly Kho(KL) and me(KCH,SARAWAK)

Samuel(KL) and Eric(TAWAU,SABAH)

time do flies

we are friends for more then a year now

we were in the same foundation class last year

now we are in the same degree class too

different ppl from different places

its fate that brought us together

thanks for everything my friends

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its sad to see the roses are dying slowly

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theres a puppy in my house today!

played with it when i reached home from college

introducing “mao mao”!!

he is a pure shi-tzu

one month plus old only

he kept wanting to bite stuff

tickling him

haa!!

guai ah, lets take pic together

smile

“bite bite..”

“yummy…”

after putting him back into his cage

“aaww..dont be sad.

safe journey to JB,

and do enjoy ur whole life time with ur new owner!”

call me if she bulies u

haaa!

shu wei and i will miss u alot

although i just played with u for half an hour and so

i think we have fallen in love with u

shu wei says she dont want her bf anymore

she wants mao mao!

*haaa!

jk laaa.

”just in case her bf reads my blog.

*winks

thats all for today

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness, housemates, Love, memories, mix thoughts

Mar 10

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adeline is not in a very stable mood now.so better dont come near her for these few days or else she will bite.it is really unusual for her to act like this but u know what? she just a normal human being. u have to understand that shes not as perfect as u guys thought she is. a normal girl that is trying her best not to curse when she was at the peak of her temper last night. all the memories stroke her mind last night, her hands were shaking while she was trying to express herself. her eyes filled with tears when she knew the truth and she nearly broke down when she saw that familiar 3 words once again for such a long time.she read it and as if she could hear it kept repeating itself in the air,in her mind. but she strongly deny that it isnt true coz she dont want to know it anymore. she couldnt take any of these anymore.no no no,she cant.she rather not to know the truth. denial. thats not very good.

was really at the peak of her temper that she uses the word that she never expect herself using it on that particular person in her whole life time. her hands, body and mind was trying to be in control. a while after that, she was in terrible pain. her ‘aunty’ pay her a sudden visit that very moment. so u can imagine how bad was the condition till her hormones changed due the burst of her emotions and temper. i think she could manage to slap that person throw herself on the ground and weep if she were to handle that matter face to face. luckily she didnt. she was in a moody mode since then. wanted to find a shoulder to lie on, wanted to be pampered by someone that she loves again..she will be crying in someone’s arms if she was the old adeline. she will cry all her hurts and anger out and scream as loud as she can if shes the old adeline. the old adeline that havnt been through such pain and betrayal in her life.

later that early morning,she was on the phone with her beloved for a while around 4am before she managed to force herself to sleep,he said this to her “you gotta be strong,you have to be independent”. its true. all this while, since young, she have been really strong in handling her own life. only God knows how strong and how independent she is.

slept for 3 hours before going to class. had porridge for breakfast at home. still in the moody mode. after the first 2 hours class, one of the classmate asked whether shes alright. she said its due to the period, thats why shes feeling moody.but the truth is not that simple.its complicated.she dont even understand why shes feeling that way.

if only she is able to hate that person, everything will be much easier.

been listening to MYMP ’s songs in you tube. love most of their songs, the singer is amazing!

tell me where it hurts
especially for you
nothing gonna stop us
i’ll never get over u,getting over me
inseparable
if u asked me to
only reminds me of you
for all of my life
i think im falling
would you be my girlfriend
crazy for you
so perfect
truly falling in love
you got it all

and many more.. how i wish i can download songs as i wish now, but i cant.

i want their album, i want their songs!!!

i shall hunt for it.

i think im going to take part in the talent show competition, wana sing one of their song. most probably the 1,3,5,6,7,13 or some other more.i really love those songs man.it is very hard to choose which song to sing coz all of them i love =) love singing.it made my day just now before i took a afternoon nap. managed to calm myself down. now i wish for a mic. so that i can sing k in my own room.syok sendiri. lols.

its raining heavily now, crazy weather making me feel sick once again. i started to cough a lil this morning and a bit of flu.. think i better take care of my health from now on if not sure fall sick again. i have a week of holiday, 22-3o march. =)

but no no holiday for me, i aiming for something now.must work hard. =)

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: Love, memories, mix thoughts, mood swing

Mar 04

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phew. Just had our 2nd house meeting.i tried my best to make things easier for them to understand and explained that there is no hard feelings about the issue that we talked about. we are all living in the same house as a family. there is around 15 of us in the house, all girls.

yes, we should help each other in life since we all are so far away from home( sarawak, sabah,ipoh,melaka,kajang,JB etc) , its fate that brought all of us together under the same roof. compromise is a must too. we help each other to ‘grow up’ too by supporting each other and giving each other advices from different part of our life.

i really appreciate that from the bottom of my heart, its fate that brought all my babes together,especially sinn yii, ai shan, jia yi( ex-housemate,but i still love her) and shu wei, they are like my sisters from different places. half a year ago, there was sok teng and eyee too( both ex-roommate) who guide me through my depression moments in life.

im so blessed to have all the girls around me, guiding me through my new life in kl since last year jan. they are awesome.they are great. although sometimes we may fail each other, but hey..no one is perfect right? =) we still love each other. forgive and forget. hah! <3

they are the ones who patiently hold me close when i was in my own relationship nightmare a few times last year and this early year after Christmas(im so glad that im through it already).. guiding me through the hard times,gave me the warmest hug when i need one,ai shan ever gave me her handkerchief when i cried madly in her room that night, accompany me when im crazy,we talk dirty stuff together-girls talk, seat together in the living room/bedroom drinking and eating , having fun talking about guys and fashion. Just being our own self. ohya, sometimes they try to bully me when they can espcially the 2 da jie in the house(ai shan and sinn yii) . acompany me when we talk dirty stuff and just being our own self. hah. but still, i knw that they still love me for who i am and will always be there for me when im in need.

when i was really weak that night and was really in need to be send to the hospital, jia yii rushed from her house(taman megah) to my house( BU) and sent me all the way Sunway medical hospital emergency ward together with ai shan.[ they drove through the nearest places to search for clinics but couldn’t find one so they drove all the way there lor] soo damn fast they drove. and both of them waited for me for almost 3 hours in the hospital. jia yii was willing to help me pay for the 2k deposit if i have to be admitted into the hospital [but i refused to] and ai shan sacrificed her midnight/early morning chatting with her bf in UK that night.

then,jia yi came to my house constantly to check out on me when i was really sick at home alone, she bought food, sweets,drinks for me too. its really a blessing to have her and the restof the girls here in this point of my life.

i cant express how grateful i am having them near me.

this is a real friendship that i cherish a lot now.

life would not be different without them here, i may not be as cheerful as before after that tragedy.i may not recover so fast from my sickness.i may not know how important friendship is in life.how we help each other when we are in need.

all i can say is, its a blessing having them in my life. the bond we had and all the memories is priceless.so do cherish each other. help each other to grow in life. we need each other. we cant live alone in this world u knw? its really important to have someone/more then one trustworthy friend to be there when u need to cry, to talk or to complain things with.

this is from my personal experience.

to the babes that i have mentioned above, i sincerely thank you all for being there when im in my lowest point of life. we all are blessed to have each other, seriously.=) thank you.

with lots of love,

xoxo

muahh!!

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness, housemates, memories, mix thoughts

Feb 20

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carissa

*hugs

*mua

my cousins!

v’day in kch

thanks =)

last night had a great catch up with Jade, Jamie and Clayton(jamie’s bf). they look great together. we went shakey’s pizza and the only guy paid for all of us. he is currently working in IBM so..*ahem..lols.

anyways, we talked alot.
we shared our new experience in degree life, assignments, friends, v’day date,
things that happened. we laughed so loudly, was super high! haha!
we even talked about the things that we’v done last year. time flies.
suprisingly we remembered every single things that we had together.
amazing!

today is a great day too!
alot of things happened. after tutorial class, i went to sing k @ one Utama from 12pm till 3am.i lost control of my emotion for a while when i sing, no one realised that i was holding tissue. i sang with my whole heart. my voice was kinda shaky.but the singing was really great.
i am truly satisfied. from 12 pm till 3pm plus lunch and buffet salad, rm12 per head nia.
cheap ler? and the sound system is great!
its so worth it!

haha. anyways, Jack sent me back to college around 3.30pm and i talked to the head of department and some senior for about half an hour. the head of department,
Mr.Quah gave a a bar of CHOCOLATE as my birthday present!
and wanted to give me angpao but i rejected.
hahaa!

attended the student council’s meeting until 6pm.
get to know alot of new friends and also participate quite a number of upcoming activities.
=)
the SSD department plan to get pool table and futsal table, haha.
and theres march/july orientations, telematch,talent show,prom night and etc.
wow.

im sooo sooo excited!

…

the side gate was locked and i had to use the long way back home.made a few phone calls. my mind now is full of plans and things to do. im looking forward for alot of things now. =)

no more student exchange for me i guess due to certain reason, timing not chun, sigh, but i still get to meet the UK ppl next month. and im planing something else. hehe. =)

had dinner with shu wei, venetia and wai wai just now.
haha,
wai wai was late for half an hour.
i know u will read this,
*hee. i senjaga wana mention u here. =) thanks for the songs.so sweet of u. wai wai gave me a CD.
it was wrapped so nicely.
design student ma. great job! i love it.
havnt open it though. hehe.
cant wait to listen to the songs that u wrote and composed for me. hee.thanks!
chinese valentines day tmr,
u should give it to me tmr instead la.haha.
anyways, Thanksss! u are a great friend!! =D

great catch up with venetia and wai wai. thanks for spending time with me. *hugs!

these are the pics i mentioned in my previous entry.

Anna Sui’s perfume!

haha. thats all folks! stay tune. =)

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, God's words, happiness, Love, memories, mix thoughts

Nov 30

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the things that im really looking forward for..

Dec
1st

-Abigail babe’s birthday!!!

u are officially legal le my babe!

-meet up with

Timothy Su (definitely)

Tim with his beloved Sweet gf.

Malcolm Eng(Maybe)

Anthony Jee (maybe)

Ah Sem Lo ( maybe)

Willie Ho(coming back from Aus today),

(willie Ho, winston Bong and Malcolme Eng 07′)

(friends since primary school!)

( matthew yii, malcolm and ah sem almost 4years ago)

Tim and Malcolm are my one of my best boy-friends.
and all of the names listed above are my friends since primary school.

cool eh?
( ahsan! if u are reading this,
please don’t be jealous kies! u can stil bring me out when im in Kuching.)
=)
Meet up with them at Sunway Piramid.
im going to travel there. =(
but if its for them,
im willing too~ huggiess!!

4th

- Our 1 year 9months anniversary.

one of the beautiful card from him
this is like-4months ago
=)

7th
- Attending a Christmas Dinner with darling.

will meet his friends and seniors.

(darling’s classmates and i with the Digi men)
=)

7th till 9th
- being next to him all day long. =)

17th & 18th
- My last semester’s final. graduate from foundation course! finally!

20th
-Going back to Kuching with my darling.
our first time travel by plane together.
Im really excited!

20th and onwards
- spend time with my family n love ones.
-mum will bring me to karaoke, experience going to a club(maybe), to lounge for red wine( yes!).
-meet up Abigail babe and pass her the skul bikini top.=)
-meet up with ahsan and the rest of the gang.

especially Calvin chong!

one of my dearest old good friend.
what u gonna do for our birthday?
early celebration before u go back to perth?
=)

-meet up with

them!
(from the left: Adelene Lim, Annabel and i)

Ally Yii and the rest of the girls.

(top: Ally yii, bottom from the left: me and cindy)
us when were in form3.
really hope that we would be able to meet up,cindy.

-Following darling to meet his pals. =)

25th
- spend Christmas eve darling’s family and friends.
attending Christmas eve mass and have lots of fun with love ones!
will take lotsss of pictures!

26th
- Christmas visiting to our empowered family’s house just like last year.
will spend the whole day with him.

31st
- New year eve countdown with him. and also with our beloved friends such as Jen with her bf,Kelly and maybe with the bf, Edward etc.miss them lotss! (but not that someone) going around town in the car wishing everyone Happy New Year through the window. =D

Jan 08′ 4th
- Going back to KL.
(celebrate our 1year 10months anniversary)

7th
- Degree class starts.

26th
-My 19th birthday!!!
and its on saturday!
woohooooo!!

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: birthdays, Empowered, happiness, Love, memories, relationhship vs friendship

Nov 13

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Happy birthday darling Jade!

we will go on our separate ways(diff Uni) after
our foundation course this year end

pls read this entry according to the parts,
starting part1 till part8
scroll down pls
starts from the bottom of the entry
=)

thanx!

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PART 8

i’m exhausted

physically and mentally exhausted

im sick of having this kind of feeling deep inside me..
words just cant explain how i feel now.
no one will really understand
im sorry
its just me
no one else to blame

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PART 7

*Dinner at banana leaf*

Sophia, Charlene, Shu wei and Sinn yi

my both da jie

Jia yii and her old friend

lovely cute jia yii who borrowed her car for us to travel to HELP area
guess how old is she

me being me while waiting for my food
*i didnt sleep well these days again*
***slept around 2am last night

me manja dengan sinn yii

p/s:she said that this pic is ugly, but i still insist to post it up here coz i found out that we both look sweet together.=)

xoxo

after dinner ,
outside the CIMB bank(RED)

im in RED and PINK.

RED top and Umbrella
PINK Handbag,shorts and slipers.

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PART 6

went out around 3pm and reached home around 6.30. super jam ah the road. tired.

inside and outside HELP University College
was raining super heavily
we all walked under the rain

took this pic after we viewed the accommodation
and before we leave the building
(me, ai san , jia yii)

ribuan terima kasih kepada Ai San and Jia yii for driving me here and there looking for place to stay around HELP area.

the twin sharing at
HELP ’s hostel (cheapest room) is rm470 per month
excluding electricity bills.
siao!

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Part 5

Jade and Jessie

Jamie and i

Miss Irene and i

shes 7month pregnant now

=)
my Business Stats lecturer
cute right?

i was like holding my hp and said “miss, smile!”
then she posed for me.
lolx!

Jamie and i
in class after the surprise

wasnt in the mood for the class so i took lotss of stupid pics

Pink g-string for the birthday girl Jamie and i have one each too! keep it as a remembrance girls handle/wear it with care *wink wink*

another red G-string for the birthday girl

opening the letter in the class

funny

touched

glad that u enjoy reading the ‘love letter’ i wrote to you dearie..

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PART 4

*Birthday surprise IN the cafeteria*

Kelly and i

Birthday girl with her cakes

arwin(orange top),
Ganesh(black stripes top)
and
Sam(grey top)

got lotsss of free snacks!

got free poster

we sand a song and took pictures with the mtv guy.
they say it will be shown in this website.

www.bobasia.org

theres video of us singing chinese version of ‘beautiful girls’ chorus part in mandarin version.
the mtv guy gave us 5mins to convert the english chorus lyrics to mandarin

and they video us when we sing.
=)
it was really fun.

this is the lyrics we created in 5mins
it goes like this

你是个大美人所以永远都行不通你让我真想自杀,跳楼自杀当你说”分手吧!” OH..讨厌的大美人他们只想占便宜他们让你很想自杀,跳楼自杀当你说”分手吧!”

the chorus part really sound stupid but we all really had lots of fun singing in through the microphone while the MTV guy did the recording

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PART 3

just look at my smile

the cold shower really works.
i was able to smile the whole day today even though my heart is aching till now..
nearly cried this afternoon in sinn yi’s room coz she play those love sad songs
=’(

to reveal my true mood today
=im feeling sad and my mind is wondering everywhere thinking of stupid stuff,
covering it by stupid fake smile and talk/do stupid stuff with my girlfriends to cheer inner-self up.
but some how everything doesnt work.
still aching.feel like crying..
seriously..
i still cant get those things out of my head
im sorry

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PART 2

Jamie and I prepared cakes from secret receipe

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PART 1

woke up before 8am this morning..
was so tired and SO NOT IN THE MOOD

was shivering while i took my bath coz it was soooo damn COLD.
really needed i morning bath to freshen myself up if not i will be a died fish the whole day today due to my bad morning mood.
something happened hate being like that

i really can feel my lips shivering while i was under the COLD shower.
washed my hair some more
stood under the cold shower for like 25mins..

wana wash away my stupid BAD MOOD.

pampered myself with make ups and nice out-fit today
shinning ear-rings and my beloved bodyshop perfume
black halter from blook
jeans short skirt
white heels
and a white long sleeve top to keep me warm

not forgetting to take pics of
the little present
that i wana give
Jade(the birthday girl)
before heading to college.

a love letter, pink G-string and a cute magnet koala bear

from me =)

long long love letter

all in one

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真
的
很
辛
苦

很
心
痛

很
不
舍

又
爱
又
恨

试
问
我
能
撑
多
久
?

cukuplah sudah…

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: college life, happiness, housemates, memories, mix thoughts

Oct 04

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when i was in
form1

me: shoulder length-hair

School YCS yearly group pics

*Young Christian Student*

when i was in form4

*try to spot me again*

i wasnt that vain enough to take lots of pics during my high school time.
and i didnt have any camera too
im not the only one lar..
those days u hardly see ppl taking vain pictures too
=D
ahaa!

written by adelinecrystal \\ tags: memories

Oct 04

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