Miracles in Mind

it happened,seriously. when i was told that one of the things that i’v been praying for has been granted, i was amazed.
i was speechless. i was like..” oh! thats great!” , deep inside me ” Praise God for that”. 

thats right!! MIRACLES.miracles do happen in our life. =)
yeah,another testimonial.

but u know good things don’t always come to our way.
i have been through bad times lately, the thunders and the rain. especially on tuesday, wednesday and friday.. complicated internal problem in that organization i’m in right now. miscommunication, information was/is not being delivered clearly, leaders being irresponsible etc.. now i decided to step back and just wait for instructions. coz i’m no one in that organization, i can’t do anything more to help. people may think that i’m trying to overpower them if i continue being myself and all the other political issues. sigh. i am getting a little bit tired..and there is

something that has been bothering me since last night,sigh.i couldn’t get it out of my mind, feeling guilty, feeling bad.
trying to talk things out with my parents and will try my best to restrain myself from doing it again. sobs.

[ little voice in me” hang on there,everything is gonna be alright. ” ]

i’v gotta be strong and have faith.

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found this picture in Elaine’s friendster. 
the 3rd day of Chinese New yEar at Jenny’s place.

from left: Jenny Chan, mua, Crystal Pang, Elaine Chin and and..(i forgot her name) [lols!im sorry.]
im still waiting for the other pictures, i remember we did took a few more shots that day.
indeed..that day was a miserable day due to some reasons. 

p/s:i was wearing the red dress that King, Arwin and Xian mei bought for me for my 19th birthday. 

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the night, the lovely couple that picked me and Jade up for Ah Long movie and yamcha till 2am. 

My baby Jamie and her beloved Clayton 

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i found this poster in facebook. guess it will be really interesting! 

some of my friends are involve in this operation, waahaha!

i shall be there to kacau and take pictures.
*jumps around. cant wait! hiaks

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read Jimmychin’s entry the other day and i found out that..  

SAMUEL TOH aka ah ming (2nd from the left wearing black) and my beloved penolong CHONG KIAN WEE ( 3rd from the left wearing white) are in that picture! wahahhaah! famous la wei both of u. lols.
anyways, ah ming and kian wei, why both of u didnt win the eating competition?? hahah.
gosh, i miss u guys.

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i finished reading 4 novels this month. baby read more books then i have in France. haha.
and i have just borrowed a book called VERONIKA DECIDES TO DIE by PAULO COELHO from one of my lecturer. interesting book. =) 

[ current favorite snack while reading: pisang goreng manis from Malacca , thanks Jia Yi for helping me to get it] 

AAhh! it is end of March already, my semester break is OVER.wow. see how time flies. 1 month left to complete my coursework,2 months left to my final. baby is gonna be back soon too. =) happiness.
as i have said, the distance it worth it.

time wont wait, life goes by,
everyday is a brand new sky,
every tears, come to dry.
all that really matters in this crazy world, is u and i together.
baby, just remember that. 

sometimes i do try to ask myself, how could this ever happen.
is it real or am i still in my dream?
holding on and have faith.
thats the reason i’m living.  

with lots of love

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Just watched

AH LONG PTE LTD @ one utama 
and yamcha @ Banana Leaf with Jade, Jamie and Clayton(Jamie’s bf).
They picked me up around 9.30 pm and i arrived home around 2am. =)
had a GREAT time catch up with the babes .
p/s: you guys can check out my facebook for the pictures we took.  

NEXT, i want to watch this! =) 

<3 27 DRESSES <3 

*yawnzz*
its 4am now, 27 MARCH 08′.
In France it should be 8pm,26th March 08′

. 

Today indeed is a GREAT day.happiness.

Adeline is being really strong this time round. so proud of her. *winks

Love works in miracles every day:
such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak;
making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools;
favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy.
 
Marguerite De Valois

with lots of love,adelinechen =)

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u guys must be wondering whats that ‘we’re doing just fine’ banner doing up there.

*winks.

i clicked on it and guess what??

there is all kinds of interesting topics in that webpage such as: 

• What’s the worst you can be doing with your life? (there are 2 ‘interesting’ pics in that discussion) 
•  Stock broker shopping.
• Work and career
• The fireplace
• Family and parenting
• Hobbies 
• I am a sex and erotica writer, and i love it!
• a Cool Perk
• Investment Gone Right
• Doing freelance
• I am an educator
• I’m a novelist

and MORE.. Do spot for the topics that i have mention above coz i personally find them interesting to read. so click on the ” we are doing just fine” banner to find out for more interesting topics.  

click, click, click

and

enjoy reading!

 You may also register and post your own topic as an open sharing/discussion with others.p/s: Must obey the Forum Rules and Statement on censure. =) peace!!

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bastard.
that was the first time i use that ‘term’ to describe a person( in MSN ),
i would have slap him if we were to be talking face to face that day.
i have NEVER been so harsh to a guy/friend before,
you bastard, are the first one.
please be proud of that.

i have been thinking and wondering if you ever realize what i have realize long ago..maybe you have not.. don’t worry,i know it takes time.. but the moment when you finally realize it, it will be too late.
i will always remember the day you left me in the middle of the crossroad crying helplessly. u were so mean,u were  extremely selfish. all you think about is yourself, what you want, what you need, how you feel and what is the best for you and you and you, everything is all about you yourself. pushed all the blame on me at first, causing me to feel that i am the worst girl alive in this world. made me felt bad about myself until i lost all my self-esteem and my confident.
i am glad that i finally realize that it is not me, but u bastard.
u do not deserve me at all.

you started all this mess through MSG. HAH. what a good way, a good choice for a responsible/good guy. you used up all the excuses in the world. and of all of them, u picked the most unbelievable and the most unforgivable excuse to put a full stop in everything. please do not pretend that you are the Mr.nice guy out there coz you are not. i look down on you for what you have done and said.

i know you do read my blog, so u better read on coz this is all about u.
this is especially dedicated to you alone.

I don’t give a damn of what people will say or think about me writing this entry, because i feel that i have the right to do so. i have the right to stand up for myself when some rumors mislead them. rumors that cause them to misunderstand and put all the blame on me thinking that its me that cause this mess to happen. all the bullshits that you have told me previously are all lies.
i was blind, i was stupid to trust you.
to you bastard,
you don’t deserve me at all.

its over now.its over. FINALLY.
i am so glad it is.  

phew.

i wish you bastard all the best in everything you do.
my life is way much better without you.

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David Archuleta

he is so so cute, his eyes are beautiful ,

and most importantly he can sing amazingly! 

he looks soo HOT when he sings *winks

Brooke White

shes amazingly gorgeous especially when she performaned with the piano. =)
she did a great job! 

Ramiele Malubay 

support support support support support support!!! =) 

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today,i’v learnt that…and i would like that share with my dear friends that…  

 ’… there was no such thing as a free meal: everything comes at a cost to others, most of the time at a cost to ourselves. Whenever something is gained, it has taken from another place. When something is lost, it arrives elsewhere. There are the usual philosophical questions: why do bad things happen to good people? within every bad thing i see good, and likewise, within every good things i see bad, however impossible it is to understand it or see it at the time. As humans we are the epitome of life, in life there is always balance. Life and death, male and female, good and bad, beautiful and ugly, win and lose, love and hate, lost and found…’ 

 chapter 40 (page 359)A place called here by Cecelia Ahern 

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its another saturday again. phew. see how time flies.  10 more weeks to go. ”hang on there, just a little bit more” i have been having a hard time balancing/handling my emotions.

“no one ever said that it is easy,

prayers and blessings from heavens above are essential”

not long ago,i spoke to one of my favorite good friend. we managed to catch up with one and another about life. after much talking and laughing, i received this precious msg from him.“Hey girl,glad to hear you so happy and merry today. well, hope that all works well this time round. you know whats best for yourself,remember if shits happens and you foresee this will take your joy and trust of men away then please refrain from wishing for too much.i rather you be happier in future then happy for now.i wish whats best for you. May the days ahead be full of hope. May your aspirations be fulfilled. May your character be strong. May your life be met with fulfillment and joy. we both have different journeys in life, im glad to have met you in that period of time when our live journeys collide, now that we are apart if destiny allows i wish we may crossroads in our journey once again. Take care and i mean it. Au revoir”

Au revoir(FRENCH) means GOODBYE 

 i was speechless when i got his msg. did not expect him to write all these to me. my eyes were filled with tears. my heart was touched by his words, serious yet sweet advice from a friend that never seems to be serious at most of the time.  never knew that he care so much about me. =) good friend indeed. somehow we have some kind of connection even if we don’t contact each other that often anymore ever since we enter our college life. haa! BUT seriously i can tell him everything. its funny when i recall the times when spent together, when our journey met at the crossroad. i entered his mother’s kindergarten when i was 5, not knowing his presence still but our mums/ his mum knew me since then. we finally met each other when we were in primary 4. 9 years of friend, 7 years of classmates. he was such a lazy bum bum back in high school, one of the popular guy in primary n secondary school. who always got sick whenever it comes to exams( until now in Uni life) - he will kena flu attack most probably. remember the times that we sat together and talked about anything. we can talk about ANYTHING. EVERYTHING . he taught me a lot of things in life. the common/basic knowledge of some area of life. things about guys. and i will tell him stuff about girls etc. we ever fought terribly a few times, not talking to each other for a few times, blaming each other etc. but somehow we manage to get back together again as good friend, who is always most of the time there for me when i needed someone to talk to. we correct each other in many areas in life, giving wise advices, willingness to listen and pray for the best for each other. thats true friend indeed. im so glad to have him in my life, through the hard times and of course good times. =)

im not gonna reveal the person’s name due to some reason.to my beloved close friends that knew my for years, maybe u knw whos this person im refering to.its really obvious right? *winks

=)  

i have been really busy these few days…busy with..lots of things. =)

had a great lunch with 9 of my other classmates @ BBQ plaza, one utama last thursday. =)

the 2 short meetings were fine yesterday. my first latin class was GREAT. i enjoyed it so sooo soooo much. been promoted as the vice president of the dancing club. =.=” *haa. anyhoo,  we all did enjoy ourselves twist twist, walk walk, turn, switch..hmm.im so looking forward for the next lesson.

p/s: the movements are incredibly sexy and it will drive you high. especially when we dance with our heels.

*winks winks

rushed to one utama after a quick shower by cab. that stupid texsi driver charged me RM$ for that ride( without using his meter)  couldn’t do anything, i was alone. it usually cost us RM2.60-RM3 to get to one utama from my place. well, some people is just like that. sigh.

Had chicken chop @ MPH before the movie with Carissa and Boon Feng. watched 10,000 BC. not so bad, theres a few scene that carissa and i jumped up from our seats, closed our eyes, laughter and tears. we had a great time together. we laughed a lot. so much that i think we smiled when we sleep last night. =) i bought a new heels from NOSE at a very reasonable price. spotted another heels from THEME but but i was stopped by Carissa from buying it. coz i have already bought 2 new heels this month. how i wish i could get it, theres 50% on it. a great deal that we all girl must not missed. ahahha! its crazy to see theres SALES everywhere now. even FCUK having 70% sales. hmm. AFTER election SALES maybe??haha!  ohya, i bought myself a blender and 8 apples. haha. now i can make my own juice at home. fresh and healthy. =)

the joke of the day created by me @ one utama

sorry no police. lols. i was so dum.u guys wont know what i meant except for Carissa and Boon feng.  we laugh almost everywhere we go. and Boon Feng kept asking us not to laugh when we talk coz he doesnt understand a single word we said.-BUT carissa and i understand each other, i think thats good enough. haa. 

went to Italianese with my 5 other babes for dinner. great dinner but no leng zhai there. hahaha. saw a angmo gave a bouquet of RED roses to his asian girlfriend(i assume) and with a set of incredible Italianese dishes. we were expecting him to do something special to her last night- a proposal maybe? haha. but the environment of the place isnt romantic enough. tooo bright with tooo many ppl. 

 we were luckily enough to bump into Colbie Caillat’s mini concert @ the curve last night.

22 yeas-old Californian singer-songwriter. with beautiful voice and Pretty as well.

it was raining heavily when we were having our dinner and before she appears on the stage, the fans were under the rain. sigh. anyways, she sang around 5 songs if im not mistaken. bubbly,the little things, realise etc..

Tim Fagan

the guitarist is so so CUTE!

*haaa

 question of the day:

are u willing to keep ur mouth shut and please others in the organization so that they may help u  to “climb the ladder” faster or just be yourself, dare to speak out and stand firm regardless of any circumstances even if it will create problems/politics, or even kena kick out from the organization or forever remain to be the small character there?

feel free to comment if u like to.=)

cheers my friends. have a great day ahead!

p/s: oh, im having bad bad flu.

i miss u 

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sam charged his hp in class. haha!

as i’v mentioned in my MSN nick and Facebook shout out.. my heart is feeling secure, for the very first time.

its amazing how strong and secure my

 heart is now after knowing His love

 endures always. God has been so good to m

e this 2-3 weeks by pouring out tons of blessing upon me when he brought someone special into my life. that someone special of mine is currently so far from me YET i still don’t feel that distance is a problem for us

, i trust Him, i am secure. for the friends that know me for quite sometime-all my life i hardly feel secure in ’some particular stuff’ but now i am secure. its really a

mazing. i love how it feels. and i pray that this feeling will remain as long as it can be.

shopping @ oneU and sleep over at Carissa’s place was great. 

we managed to catch up and share our personal stuff together like we used to. 

see how time flies and things changed. 

i still remember the last time when i slept over at her place,

i was in tears heart broken

and 

NOW i am strong and happy. 

MIRACLES do happen

i’v experience it not long ago. 

i praise God for that. 

we do our nails together and Carissa managed to complete one of her assi

gnments that night while i watch ‘the notebook’, didn’t managed to 

finish that movie though coz it was already 5am.

we have a wedding to attend the next morning. 

slept around 5.30am and i woke up at 8.30am to get ready for the wedding. 

i enjoy dressing up, i mean i do dress up everyday to college 

and stuff but to special occasion

 like wedding-i will be extra hyper.

=) 

the wedding was GREAT. 

it was BEAUTIFUL. 

it is amazing how u see a relationship grows into the stage of marriage-lifetime commitment. they are definitely blessed by the big boss up there in heaven. 

=)

congratulation to Ben and lyn! =) 

thanks for the invitation. 

i’v got 9 big beautiful RED roses from the wedding ceremony. happiness. =)

the roses are much bigger and hundred times beautiful then the normal roses that i normally received. hee. thats why i was so excited when i managed to get the roses for myself after the ceremony. hee. 

i finally realised that i 

LOVE RED

ROSES. 

especially the RED roses for weddings. 

=) 

the kingston pen drive that i got for valentines gift is a bit crazy. i suspect there is something wrong with it. its 2G and empty but it says 1.86G was used. IT IS EMPTY k? goshed.i was so upset after knowing that. could not copy songs and pictures from my friend that day. sigh.

last friday’s VIBE programme at damamsara church talked about relationship, the principles of dating,testimonials,how to break up,Q&A etc. and the service at ECF(Puchong church) talked about forgiveness. theres 3 important person in my life that appears in my mind. i cried when i confess about it and surrender them all unto they prayed over me. coz i still could not forgive them for they have done to me. 

The President of the dancing club in my college approached me and asked me to join her latin dance lesson last week. without even going for the trial,she let me pass for the trail by saying that she knows that i can dance(she said she observed me for quite sometime already)

**blushes. latin requires alot of twist twist and turn. haaa. its fun after seeing my friends going through the trial session last friday. =) im so so sooooo excited for the first class.

after latin, i plan to sign up for ballroom dance lesson. =D

nth much to update for now. more pictures in facebook. only for my friends. =)

p/s: i wont approve friend request from the ppl that i dont know(friendster and facebook)

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